So yeah saddness SUCKS!!!
16 years ago
I went to a funeral viewing of a old family friend's son.His name was Bryan.He would have been 26.Im sad when I think.I fucking know this kid since he was in diapers.And to see him lying in that casket.......was just soo fucked up.There was this one guy who kep going up to the casket to look at him.He would just stand there looking at Bryan.Then the emotion would get the best of him, he would have to walk outside to regain his bearing.I see this kid do this like 4 or 5 times.It really bothered me to see this.I can only assume this was Bryan's best friend.I couldnt help to think about one of the most scary and terribly thoughts in my life at that moment.I thought ."what if that was my best/greatest friend Stitch in that casket.I know it sounds sick and fucked up to think that.But I couldnt help to picture me in that kinds shoes.Cause I know I would not be able to handle it if anything like that happend to Stitch.After my pet Otter left me,Me and Stitch have grown closer.We are as close two people can be without actually beinf mates.I love him deeply.But my thoughts were getting to me at this point .and I had to go outside cause all the tears and the sobs and the thought of "if that was Stitch made me weep a little.Even though its been something like 7 years since I seen Bryan last.Im gonna miss him.........He was funny as fuck.He would walk into a room and it would just light up.I even remember when we were kids,well I was 9 years older than him,he was able to put a smile on my face when I felt at my worse.As i sit here listening to some Metallica,I cant help to think about just how much I soo fucking hate funerals,and the thought of death.Bryan was the last person i would have ever expected to see laying in a casket.I can prolly name five people that I would have expected.But not little Bryan......REST IN PEACE BRYAN MAYNARD............YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE......PARTY HARD MY FRIEND.AND WHERE EVER YOU ARE ,DONT TAKE ANY SHIT FORM ANYONE MAN........................YOU WILL BE MISSED!!!!!!!
These are just the rambling of a sadden sheppy.Thanks for reading this,and have a good one ..............................RYCHER MOTHER FUCKEN MAXX!!!!!!!
These are just the rambling of a sadden sheppy.Thanks for reading this,and have a good one ..............................RYCHER MOTHER FUCKEN MAXX!!!!!!!
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