just wanted to post something to get that other journal off the front page
couldn't sleep; opting to try staying up all day if i can manage it
might go out for a walk like i did last time that helped me stay awake - idk really
i need to get my act together but i cant do it alone so im probably going to scour the internet looking for information on how to be a functioning adult - 'cause lord knows i can't do this stuff on my own, i need a fucking life guide or some shit
i hate that im in such a depressed state of mind again when i was so optimistic what, last month?
its frustrating