Today I had a perfect example of how something so simple can be twisted into a depressing thought and how good my mind is at creating a picture of it. Those from you who suffer depression might understand and relate and those who do not will get a glimpse of what goes on

I work at generic supermarket no 12 and today whilst doing till work I scanned an item that was called the ultimate tasting experience. It was a box with 2 glasses 2 mini tonic waters and a mini gin. As I read the name on the box i get a very vivid image of a dark lonely dining room with a single lamp light with a figure maybe me maybe someone else I worry about i don't know with this tasting kit set out on the table. Just sat there with this "ultimate tasking kit" alone no real joy to be found.

This is all from scanning a damn product as I work. no rhyme or reason to the thought it just occurs. And it happens with a lot of things simple mundane things.

There was no real purpose to this post other then a small example of what I deal with every day.