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Still no job.....
9 years ago
Please commission me from now on, on my commissions account JenKitty20Art
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Commissions: Closed
Art Trades: Not yet
Requests: No 2 months without a job......I have applied to so many places and still nothing. This is really frustrating to no end. I have been getting depressed and my anxiety has been really bad lately. I have projects to work on from people I personally know but I haven't been motivated to work on them. I have turned back into being bitter and angry like I was when I was stuck working fast food for 7 years.....I'm seriously at a loss on what to do. I am collecting unemployment but it's half of what I was making and I'm still worried about not being able to pay all my bills with it. I have been trying to get some freelancing going but it's going to take a long time to start it up and attract clients. I'm still in need of redesigning my portfolio site bad. So I made a behance account to hopefully help with that while I update my own website. I would create a free one but I already pay for my own domain, hosting and e-mail. If I could find a wordpress theme that's easy to drag and drop to get what I want no problem. I don't plan on being a web designer so I really just want to not code anything at all. The only thing that makes it tough on updating my website is that I lost all my pictures of my school projects that are currently on it right now because my external hard drive crashed on me. Doesn't read and starts clicking. I was going to get the information retrieved from it but it would of cost $500 and I didn't have that and still don't have that kind of money to spend. So I have been thinking of working on some personal projects to update it with hopefully.
Anyway yeah that's still my life right now. It's really hard to be happy at the moment.
Anyway yeah that's still my life right now. It's really hard to be happy at the moment.
AriaLunaris
~arialunaris
*hugs* im sorry. i completely know how you feel. Im sorry and wish we both had it better.
It definitely doesn't make it any better when the Husband and I just purchased a house either. We have been living in our house since May. I never expected to get laid off from my job of almost 2 years.....it's sad that even at a retail big grocery chain non-union job was unstable. It's still been really hard because I really loved my job drawing on walls doing hand lettering and illustration on chalkboard signs, wood or cardboard. It wasn't exactly related to my field but it was close enough because I still use illustration as a part of it. It really sucks.....I really tried to do another job with the company but it sucked and I didn't like it after only 3 days of training. I wasn't emotionally stable and the people drove me crazy.
