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Back from the psych + Meme: I apparently act 24.
16 years ago
I'm waiting for the day I feel a natural emotion.
OK SO
I went to the psychologist today, and since it was our first meeting she couldn't really provide much insight, but she thinks I have an anxiety disorder... which I can believe. The dosage of my pills is being doubled in a few weeks to see if I react positively to it. She also thinks a lot of my stress is caused by the fact that I can't tell my family that I'm gay and all that stuff.
As for my mood, its better than it was, but not overly great.
My parents are back, but
tenshisirius is gone, and I miss her. :c
I really am not going to survive without her XD
I've been home alone mostly, being extremely bored and lonely, but me and
vollita were hanging out and decided to start a band, our first song is almost done, and I'm working on transferring a cover of Run With Us (theme song to an old canadian cartoon that I absolutely love) over from a midi file.
still no luck finding a job. I should just become a male prostitute. That way I might actually get fucking laid >:c
... yeah... I'm really horny... SORRY. I get no action. This is lame. I should be straight, then I might be able to get some poontang. Actually scratch that, I don't like that idea.
Not enough dick.
A MEME from
kinkycoyote
HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?
[] You know how to make a pot of coffee. (I hate coffee, why bother learning to make it?)
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar. (its on my cellphone :3)
[ ] You own a credit card. (I'm already in too much debt XD)
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car. (I had to learn this, my vehicles are PEICES OF SHIT!)
[x] You've done your own laundry. (I AM AN INDEPENDANT WOMON)
[x] You can vote in an election. (I can, and I have. I voted the closest I could to socialism I could. fuck you conservatives.)
[.5] You can cook for yourself. (I gave myself food poisoning once, but most of the time I cook for myself... unless my mommy makes me perogies :3)
[x] You think politics are interesting. (hellooooo, I'm an anarcho-communist guy who grew up with like... The Dead Kennedy's and shit tons of political punk music)
TOTAL SO FAR: 5.5
[x] You show up for school late a lot. (I sleep in a lot when I'm depressed. which is often)
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket. (I have 2 sets of drawing pencils, and a box of drawing pens and writing stuff)
[] You've never gotten a detention. (I got in trouble for being a satanist in a catholic school... often...)
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday. (Yeah. My 18th. which is the legal age in my province. just goes to show how much I care about drinking and smoking :3)
[x] You like to take walks by yourself. (It calms me down, a lot.)
[.5] You know what credibility means, without looking it up. (uh... I just can't explain it to you x3)
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week. (CAFFEINE ADDICT D:)
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[x] You know how to do the dishes. (Just because I know doesn't mean I do them :3)
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (french! gasp)
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn. (I hate doing it, and I want to live in an apartment just so I wont have to)
[x] You study even when you don't have to. (Not saying that this studying is relevant XD)
[ ] You have hand washed a car before. (I spat on my headlights to clean the dirt off once though!)
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up. (It's not that damn hard people.)
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (Starbucks is for fags.)
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out. (by take out do you mean.... pizza?)
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need. (Yeah, totally. I have no fucking money XD)
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said. (sometimes. most of the time I'm not paying attention.)
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (I hate life for this fact :c)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach. (I love going to the beach!)
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times. (by the US I mean Canada. I don't want to live in the states... I like having health care)
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. (... what is this making? HONESTLY, SHOULD I POST A PICTURE OF MY BED DOWN IN RED DEER? IT DOUBLES AS MY DESK, ITS SO BADASS)
TOTAL: 24
I went to the psychologist today, and since it was our first meeting she couldn't really provide much insight, but she thinks I have an anxiety disorder... which I can believe. The dosage of my pills is being doubled in a few weeks to see if I react positively to it. She also thinks a lot of my stress is caused by the fact that I can't tell my family that I'm gay and all that stuff.
As for my mood, its better than it was, but not overly great.
My parents are back, but
tenshisirius is gone, and I miss her. :cI really am not going to survive without her XD
I've been home alone mostly, being extremely bored and lonely, but me and
vollita were hanging out and decided to start a band, our first song is almost done, and I'm working on transferring a cover of Run With Us (theme song to an old canadian cartoon that I absolutely love) over from a midi file.still no luck finding a job. I should just become a male prostitute. That way I might actually get fucking laid >:c
... yeah... I'm really horny... SORRY. I get no action. This is lame. I should be straight, then I might be able to get some poontang. Actually scratch that, I don't like that idea.
Not enough dick.
A MEME from
kinkycoyoteHOW OLD DO YOU ACT?
[] You know how to make a pot of coffee. (I hate coffee, why bother learning to make it?)
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar. (its on my cellphone :3)
[ ] You own a credit card. (I'm already in too much debt XD)
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car. (I had to learn this, my vehicles are PEICES OF SHIT!)
[x] You've done your own laundry. (I AM AN INDEPENDANT WOMON)
[x] You can vote in an election. (I can, and I have. I voted the closest I could to socialism I could. fuck you conservatives.)
[.5] You can cook for yourself. (I gave myself food poisoning once, but most of the time I cook for myself... unless my mommy makes me perogies :3)
[x] You think politics are interesting. (hellooooo, I'm an anarcho-communist guy who grew up with like... The Dead Kennedy's and shit tons of political punk music)
TOTAL SO FAR: 5.5
[x] You show up for school late a lot. (I sleep in a lot when I'm depressed. which is often)
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket. (I have 2 sets of drawing pencils, and a box of drawing pens and writing stuff)
[] You've never gotten a detention. (I got in trouble for being a satanist in a catholic school... often...)
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday. (Yeah. My 18th. which is the legal age in my province. just goes to show how much I care about drinking and smoking :3)
[x] You like to take walks by yourself. (It calms me down, a lot.)
[.5] You know what credibility means, without looking it up. (uh... I just can't explain it to you x3)
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week. (CAFFEINE ADDICT D:)
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[x] You know how to do the dishes. (Just because I know doesn't mean I do them :3)
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (french! gasp)
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn. (I hate doing it, and I want to live in an apartment just so I wont have to)
[x] You study even when you don't have to. (Not saying that this studying is relevant XD)
[ ] You have hand washed a car before. (I spat on my headlights to clean the dirt off once though!)
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up. (It's not that damn hard people.)
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (Starbucks is for fags.)
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out. (by take out do you mean.... pizza?)
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need. (Yeah, totally. I have no fucking money XD)
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said. (sometimes. most of the time I'm not paying attention.)
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (I hate life for this fact :c)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach. (I love going to the beach!)
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times. (by the US I mean Canada. I don't want to live in the states... I like having health care)
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. (... what is this making? HONESTLY, SHOULD I POST A PICTURE OF MY BED DOWN IN RED DEER? IT DOUBLES AS MY DESK, ITS SO BADASS)
TOTAL: 24
i don't see myself acting like a 24'old