I didn't mention this on FA but I did get an appointment to speak to a therapist. Not from the mental health clinic my doctor referred me to (they're not taking new patients, so yay), but someone my grandmother recommended (not the one currently in a nursing home, the other one). It's actually today, in just a little while, so maybe once it's over I will edit this journal with how it went.

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yep.