To be completely honest, I've been feeling awful, shitty, and mostly lonely for a couple months now. I've sorta fallen out of contact with a lot of people I used to talk to, even some of my closest friends that I've know for almost a decade now. I've tried being more social, but conversation hasn't been coming very easily to me for a while now.

This isn't me saying I'm going to stop talking to people, more that I need to talk to more people. Turns out that most normal people have stuff to do during the day that isn't being sad. So, basically, I've got to make more friends so I'm not bothering the same 2-3 people all day and make them hate me. Maybe even make a new friend IRL that I can *gasp* hang out with. Anything to not be spending every night at home all by myself.

TL;DR: I'm sad, need to make friends, crypost