My emotions are so strong right now. It's like a constant fire in my stomach that wants to do every kinky fantasy I've ever had and it doesn't go away. It's like the feeling of nervousness you get when you stand in front of a lot of people and every time I think about something else that's even remotely kinky it just tugs on that knot in my stomach more and more. I even get lightheaded sometimes, just from thinking about something that really turns me on, the excitement of it fills me completely and then I think about all the potential things that could happen and and-- I'm surprised that I haven't passed out yet.

All I can think about is this. My want, need, and desire to cum is so incredible, but all I can do is wait. I'm supposed to use this energy I have to cum towards other things, but so far I haven't really had any success in that.

It actually feels a lot like a constant noise. Something that's always there and can't be ignored, it prevents me from thinking clearly and makes it harder for me to get calm. These things come in waves, once every month or so, it's not exact, but I've noticed that as they go on, they get worse and worse.


(also raffle winners, your art is still on it's way :3)