I dunno.

*shrugs* It's sorta up to you.

There's a lot of people out there for everyone, not just one "true love". If he loved you and you ignored him then obviously you didn't share his feelings and the relationship wouldn't have worked anyway. Don't drive yourself crazy thinking about stuff like this, love just happens, you know? In response to the WHAT NOW, I'd just say move on and keep going. Something else will happen to take your mind off of it soon, I'm sure.

(on the other hand...) Right now, Love is asking a bunch of total strangers for advice because you're feeling lost and hollow from regret over how cold you were to someone who only wanted you to love him back.

If you feel anything for him at all (and I bet you do), and you haven't been a complete jerk to him, and even if you have been, go to him. Tell him what you're telling us here. And plead with him for a second chance, not because it's the calculated thing to do, but because you honestly mean it.

If he takes you back, then listen to him this time. Give up some of your ego. And maybe you'll find out what love is. If he instead tells you to fuck off, then go quietly. Lesson learned. That's also what love is.

Here's a secret: There is no Prince Charming. If you're waiting on him to sweep you off your feet, you will die alone.

Here's a better secret: You can fall in love with just about anyone. The hard part is letting someone love you back. And well fuck, you're ahead of the curve. Get to it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WF_10F7eYRE&feature=channel_page

Watch, hon.

I don't know. Maybe it's karma kicking you in the ass after you hurt him for a year. Maybe after you hurt someone through your own lies.

I thought you were going to move up there at the end of MARCH? I loved him and I was going to take care of him but all you did was tried to take him from me. You hurt two people, and one of them you hurt TWICE.

Way to fucking go dude. You are something else.

what the fuck are you even TALKING about dude? I'm not talking about "him" lol. You really are a self hating person...

But you love him! You won't hurt him again!

Those are two things that you said to me, paraphrased.

and they remain true. Like I said, you really have no business jumping into a conversation when you know absolutely nothing about what is being talked about. :3