Can the Capn' help ye?

Don' let things get to ye or ye get wrapped up an then no one wins mate :(

sadly know. please spread the word to anyone who you might know that has a commission out with me though. im doing refunds on all unfinished work whether its wanted or not.

Yeah like capnsqueaks said, i wish there was something I could do to help, hate to read this :(

im sorry to have caused turmoil with this..

Oh you dont have to be sorry for anything. I hope things work out for you!

There is no shame in having those disorders, only in letting them win out and control your life. Take a deep breath and muscle through Lost. We all believe in you and we have your back.

i dont think im going to be coming back after i refund everyone for the owed work. its in the air right now but. yeah.

Seek balance, peace, and oneness from inside, never without. This lies within you, only you can give it to yourself.

thank you for the kind words ^^

Hey, you can have vent journals. At worst people are informed, and at best maybe someone can offer some help. I hope things turn around for you soon.

me too but we all know that its a long ways a way

I'm sorry to hear you are going through these problems, I have in the past and am currently also dealing with anxiety and depression. One thing that you can do if you haven't already is start taking vitamin D, especially if you don't get much sun exposure. I'm no expert on the subject but there's plenty of research to show deficiency can be related to depression https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed.....n+d+depression

Best of luck on your journey, remember to be hopeful that things can get better.

yeah i take vit D regularly but thank you ^^

Ah ok that's good to hear.

It's good to get things out~ Digitally or psychically spilling them sometimes helps. Sorry for your struggle, and impatient people, sometimes people just don't understand that emotions happen and things can get pushed back. Best wishes to your recovery and perhaps can get a second opinion somewhere if it really isn't working, and you are feeling worse~

thats the plan thank you ^^

You'll get through this.

can only hope.

I am so sorry you're having to go through this drug hell. This is one of the reasons why you don't take antidepressants or antipsychotics, period. I was diagnosed as schizophrenic about 15 years ago, and the medications were far worse than anything I had to deal with before. So I quit them, suffered through the withdrawal (didn't talk to anyone during that time for fear they'd do exactly what they did to you), and I've been much happier ever since. Then when I started eating organic and cooking everything from scratch (basically anti-Candida foods), I got mentally healthy too. Turns out that food has alot to do with mental health. For me food had everything to do with it. No doctor will tell you that though. Or if they do it will be with medications, because the health industry is really all about money. Not making people healthy. ...Anyways, my point is maybe you should try my approach. It'll be hell for a while, and it might take a year before you feel fully normal again, but in the end it's worth getting off the drugs.

Thank you but sadly I just don't have the time anymore

sometimes you just gotta let things out.

I recently saw a video dealing with medication for depression and such that was a little scary. The problem is they don't exactly know what does what in there, so they just sort of throw chemicals at it and hope for the best. Honestly, if what you are taking isn't working, try asking the doctor to try something else.

Just keep on fighting, my friend. If you stop, all you will be doing is accepting your fate.

..even an island has solid ground underneath, the sea around it and the sky above.. you are not alone..
..never lose hope...