Probably in need of a fresh start
9 years ago
I've been feeling like giving up in everything as of late. Giving up on other people, giving up on my job, giving up on my life.
In the past weeks it's just been impossible for me to imagine any kind of future that isn't depressing or that is worth living in. I've been trying to distract myself with my job, but even that I've been feeling lately like I probably should just quit.
I've also been thinking about leaving this account, to see if a fresh start could help me.
I haven't even drawn in quite a while, and I haven't been taking drawing seriously at all for quite a long time.
(BTW, this isn't actually related to the US election results.)
In the past weeks it's just been impossible for me to imagine any kind of future that isn't depressing or that is worth living in. I've been trying to distract myself with my job, but even that I've been feeling lately like I probably should just quit.
I've also been thinking about leaving this account, to see if a fresh start could help me.
I haven't even drawn in quite a while, and I haven't been taking drawing seriously at all for quite a long time.
(BTW, this isn't actually related to the US election results.)
I suggest you find some people, talk with them, discord, maybe game a bit. Get your mind off things and relax hun.
Also there's always a chance things can get better, there's always that chance.
I just can't see any way for things to get "better" though, and I feel so numb and disconnected from everything.
Also remember waaaaaaaaay back about a year ago and asked if I could use one of your arts as an easter egg in the game I was working on, then it wouldn't upload? Now it did!
http://gamejolt.com/games/pokemon-m.....l/129970#close
Your easter egg is located in the Pokemon Center. ;3
~ Kyoji