my girlfriend who I loved to death broke up with me two weeks ago it was two days before our anniversary I was torn up from it I started drinking heavily and didnt eat much so I sat down and wrote a super long emoitional letter that took me 15+ min to write today I found out that she might be with one of my friends/coworkers but I know that their relationship wont work either what should I do I still really love her and she wants me to move on because she said she hurt me when she was dealing with her depression by not letting me help her and she was cuting herself I just want to make her happy and be happy with her but she wont let me she said I was her number one boyfriend but i feel bad that I couldnt do more
she took my virginity I went on my first date with her I had my first kiss with her and she was the first girl I ever held hands with it was the happiest month of my life I just want it back