there are times when you cant help it but get overwhelmed by problems and worries, i really wish my work couldn't depend on my mood for drawing, i wish i could share my problems and worries with all of you but i cant and for some people could think its just an excuse for not getting work done faster, but the truth is that talking about it only makes me feel sadder and depressed, i know the best thing i can do is have faith no matter what and keep thinking that no matter what happens in the end ill make the right choice, things will be better and ill be happy in the end.

It specially makes me feel bad because drawing is what i do for living and feel like crap all day sure doesnt helps at all and force me to get more work done as fast as i can its not good, nothing good comes in force myself to draw and i feel bad about doing a bad job for the owner of the pic. i dont have many pics to get done i think ill be done with them really soon.

i hope things could get better next week ill do my best to stay positive and look forward for better days to come