Im a horrible Human...

I suck when it comes to holding conversations...
Im selfish and only think about myself...
I can't do anything right...
I cant get my love... or any love back out of fear now...

I... Don't have friends...
And before you say your a friend... bear in mind... this is me thinking friends talk a lot or something... The one person who did that... is... long gone... and wanted to be mine... but... The insanity... pushed him away.
I... I know when the day comes... Im as good as dead...
A sad excuse for a human being.


I... Shouldn't... Be... Alive.