Things just seem to keep getting worse for me this week. My willpower has almost completely drained away, little by little, with all that has happened. It's not even the things that happened to me, personally... I try to stay strong for my friends and loved ones, but when it feels like there's nothing I can do to make even my closest ones smile, it... I dunno. And to make matters worse, I was just given more terrible news today.

Rest assured, this isn't anything about committing suicide, because I will never go down that road...and I'll be alright, eventually. I just figured that, in case anyone was wondering why I've been so quiet, that I should express at least a few of my thoughts and feelings here. I hate doing that, though. The last thing I wanna do is spread my problems to others or bring down someone's mood, but I just... I'm not doing so hot, folks. Not by a long shot.

I'm gonna hold off on most of my future commission plans until things get better, but current commission projects will be paid for and seen to (provided they haven't already been paid for, etc). So if I've talked to you about doing joint commissions at some point, please send me a note so we can discuss postponement and the reasons for them. As for stories, well...I'm still working on a few things, but right now, my heart's not in it to write at the moment, so I'm gonna take a break from that for the same reasons as above, but I won't be completely halting writing progress.

Anyways, um...I'm sorry, folks.