The wonderful wizard of Oz!

Yay puppy! Now you can name her Todo!
Haha so many jokes can be had because of your last line in this journal

Haha!!......and I'm waiting for you to start.....

No, Her name is Daisy! I always hated that name for a dog....Dorothy Ruined it for me!

Daisy of the Sarasaland! ...You know, Luigi's GF. Game theory about that, btw. Pretty odd thing about the kids....
If you're waiting fo rme to start, you better be ready for me to end it! I'll only stop when I wanna

Ahhh.....I had forgotten about her!
Yeah, weren't their kid's like mushroom's or something? :p

This is what I Know!.....again, one of those things I like about you! :)

There's a vid by The Game Theorists that explains something about how Rosalina, Luigi, and Peach are related. I don't want to say here but I can't find the video for some reason... Maybe you can? It's ok YouTube and it's by The Game Theorists.

And something that likely will not change :D

Somebody probably didn't like it....I don't see it either. :(
You know how those Die-Hard Mario Fan's are.....:p

......Even if we Try REALLY Hard?....... :d

Well crap... Ok, so it turns out that at the end of one of the games, [spoilers, highlight to see the text] Peach leaves Mario for Luigi. Their kid is Rosalina, who has traveled back in time with her Star Cruiser(? It's been a while so I forgot what the thing is called) to intervene with Bowser's plot in Super Mario Galaxy. That's also why it's out of fuel aside from the attacking. Time travel takes a lot of it's fuel

D: Are yuu saying yuu dun liek it noh moer? *lip quivers*

Ohhh.....well, That makes perfect sense......kinda.....

No no! I wouldn't change a Thing about my Friend!! .......just had a little side bet working is all.....*uses tail to wipe Wolfy's tears and ease quivering lip....* NO, I was just testing your Resolve is all.....*pats wolfy on back* I wouldn't Eat....*Cough cough....* I mean Haavvee you Any other way I assure you!......Now where did that bottle of Hot sauce get off too.......

There was a regular video from The Game Theorists that explained with a very solid theory as to what happened, why, and how it did but like I said, it's just not there now... It's bugging me...

*Mattias quickly covers himself in Hell Fire Hot Sauce (Made by Heaven's Kitchen. Seriously, it's a thing) while Dargon is looking for his hot sauce and makes it clear with a little poofing* "I don't know. I think I'm too hot for you without it, anyway hahaha"

Yeah..Sure there is.....
Hey don't let bother you, I get the jist of it. And people take stuff down on there All the time, so it really doesn't matter. :)

Yes, I've heard of that hot sauce.....suppose to be Pretty Damn Hot!
Well, guess I'll just have to eat this Bar-b-q without it....*eye's the now red and squirming wolfy covered in hot sauce....* Perhaps I could rub some of my bar-b-q on you....or take a couple licks in between bites? ya'know.....You're looking Pretty Hot right now.......

o///o I'm not lunch! The last person that ate me ended up with their teeth knocked out and 2 surgeries to make the bleeding stop... That was my genetic brother. (Yeck... Hate calling him that)

Well Damn! I Certainly don't want That......I guess I'll just have to settle for a Dry Bar-b-q sandwich then.......seeing as how Wolfy isn't on the menu.......but you Are covered in Hot Sauce ya'know....

My....so very violent to your brother.....I would Truly Hate to see what you would to me if I made that same mistake!!

Yea, but I can bathe more than once a week, so... "Jumps in a vat of exfoliant body wash and shampoo and then the lake.

He doesn't deserve to be called that. I'll leave it there. Same for the one he calls 'mom'

Well That's Handy! The Dermatologist said if wash more than once a week, my Furr will dry and fall out.....and No one wants to see a Bald Draggy!!

Hey...I'm sorry. If you want to talk about it, just shoot me a note...♡

Haha well, maybe you should try shampoo with conditioner :3

Eh, if I talk about it, it'll only be to warn you about him/tell you the story. I've already talked it out and made my decisions

"Shampoo...Conditioner"........what is this strange magic you speek of, Fair Sage?

I understand.

These magical things will keep your fur shiny AND clean and likely won't dry you out. Give it a try *Hands you a bottle of dragon-scented shampoo and conditioner*

*eye's bottle very suspiciously...* "Dragon Scented"?.........Just What am I Supposed to Smell like?.......*sniffs under arms* Smells like Dragon to Me!

"Smells like clean dragon. Or whatever you'd intend to smell like. It knows your favorite scent"

It knows my favorite scent........Soooo...... I'll Smell like Coco Butter?
*hesitates*.....I'm not so sure That's a good smell for a Dragon.....

Eh, it'll adjust I'm sure :P

Well I do like the smell of Berries.....

*shampoo sparkles and bubbles. The aroma.of berries now filling the air*

O.O.....I'm not sure I Trust putting something That Volatile on myself! I mean just look what it's doing in the bottle.....just what is it going to do to my Lushes Furr?........but I Do like the Fresh Berry Smell it has now!

Nah, it's fine. You're not gonna turn into a berry or anything. Just smell like 'em

O.o......well, okay....if You say sooo.....*shakely poors Magic Shampoo on self and waits for results...*

*Nothing happens*

*eye's bottle closely.....* Ha! a dud eh?.......and you said.....*suddenly interrupted mid sentence by a tingling hot sensation* ......okay.....what is this stuff Dooiing to meee!

You're supposed to use it with water, silly dwaggy! It won't bubble up and smell good without water X3

O.O nowww you tell me.....*frantically looks for garden hose or Anything wet as soap begins getting into eye's* "I'm Blind, I'm Blind...my eye's are on Fire!! *running around frantically in circles clawing at eye's*

Mattiaws sighs at the silly dragon and poofs a pair od dragon swim goggles on Dargon and a super large bucket of water on a stand with a hose coming out of it and a valve on the end. He opens the valve and sprays the dragon to get his fur wet.

Ahhhhh!!!.......I'm Melting....I'm Melting.....*cough cough* I mean Drowning.....draggy can't swim....*starts doggy paddling standing on flat ground with eye's closed.....* "I'm going down for the last time.....Wait a Minute, What is that Delicious Smell?!!

Mattias turns of the water so the silly dragon can stop drowning

That's the berries you like :3

Yaaayyy, You Saved me!! *gives Wolfy a big squishy wet hug....water soaking your furr....*
Ahhh......that berry smell is just Delicious! ........now I'm hungry.... -.-

Mattias hugs the wet, squishy dragon back but glares at the hungry remark, "Remember what I said about my blood relatives. They're family but that word is meaningless to me in context like that. Family is who I claim to be part of my pack"

While I Fully Agree and can relate.....I'm not sure where to go with this....
Are you suggesting I should consume the family or just take a bite out of wolfy's pac?
*and why are you looking at me like that?*

I'm saying I'm not a snack. Mattias points to a few feral sheep off to the side "Those are snacks"

Hmm....Fresh Mutton!
*starts sizing up the sheep* "Care to join me wolfy?.....Perhaps the excitement of the hunt will help to dry us off?"

Mattias nodnods, "Indeed. You chase them a bit, and I'll snatch a few while they're too busy running from you. I'll catch extra so we have plenty, don't worry" Mattias poofs into his large feral form, standing 4' 7" off the ground and about 7' long. He travels in a wide circle in the woods and moves into position behind the sheep. He howls as a signal that he is ready, the sheep now looking in his direction and away from Dargon

*takes flight high above well out of the sheep's rage of view. Circling once to get a perspective of the surrounding landscape and your location in relation to the Feast.....I mean Sheep......I dive......straight toward the ground, only pulling up at the very last second and landing in a Huge display of snow and Red Furr Exploding into the air....the Sheep, now startled by this display.....Run screeming in the direction of the impressively large Wolfy*

Mattias jumps out of the woods, charging at the sheep and slaughtering a few in the process, leaving them on the ground until the ambush is completely over and the spoils have been divided fairly between the two. Mattias signals Dargon to fly over and roast a few from above as they try to escape as well

Upon hearing the signal, I once again take to the wing....flying just above tree level, Admiring the Carnegie displayed below. Spotting a few stragglers that Wolfy has not already slaughtered I begin lying down a thick blanket of red flame.....completely engulfing each of the remaining Sheep..."Cooking on the Run" comes to mind while watching them run about on fire until they finally collapse in a ball of flame....Dargon calls out to Mattias...."Hope you like your Mutton Well Done!" Chuckling under my breath, I begin picking the well roasted sheep up and carrying them back to the agreed dinning area.

Mattias chuckles as he thought to himself, "Fast food by first-class air mail"
He whistles to the dragon to signal that it looks like there is enough. As he lands at the dining area Mattias mentioned his well-done remark, "I'm pretty sure just the outside is well-done. I'll take the parts that are still a small bit bloody because this wolfy likes to chew his meat

"Only the oust is done"?........No Sir! These Bad Boys are Cooked Thru and thru, why even the guts are a nice Golden Brown!
Mmmmm......Bloody is good though.....*Dargon begins eating his fill of both raw and slightly over cooked mutton, taking pokes at his fierce Wolfy Friend and his Great Hunting techniques! *

Mattias chuckles, "I like mine golden brown outside and chewy inside, almost raw. Meat is meat so I won't complain!" He stuffs his face with some mutton as well, enjoying his first sheep by the time the large dragon ate his full share
"Uhh... o.o wow, you're fast"

"It's all about the size of the mouth!" *points to his own maw* "Also it doesn't hurt to have a roomy belly either. "
*chuckling at his own large size while pointing at Mattias slim figure*
"You my friend still have some growing to do!"
*Dargon leans back on an old oak tree that begins moaning under his weight, using a tree branch as a tooth pick, he cleans his teeth and watches as the Wolfy continues devouring the remaining spoils of the hunt.*

Mattias shrugs, "Yea, I guess you're right. They're like...bite-sized to you X3 I eat rabbits about the same way you eat sheep!
*Mattias finishes up and joins Dargon next to the tree, leaning up against him*

"They're not quite bite size....it takes about two chomps to finish one adult.....now the yearlings I Can get down in one bite!" *Dargon chuckles at the thought of this.....and is soon lost in the thought of how nice an afternoon this is...spending time with his newly found Wolfy friend and how nice his warm body feel's against his own......he feels a Brotherly Bond growing between them on this warm sunny afternoon. ......Sleep begins clouding his mind, likely induced by the vast amount of mutton he had consumed.......hoping that his friend will still be there when he awakens, he drifts off into a sleepy dream....*

I am so glad my dear friend. The puppy sounds like a complete sweetheart, and it is good to go and finally seek help. I avoided it for 14 years and it did a ridiculous amount of damage to me. I am starting slowly to recover. Trick is, if you have decent insurance, keep looking for a therapist until you find one that just fits. The one I have I feel completely comfortable talking to, and she does not pry or tell me to start venting things out, it all comes in time, when I am ready, one little step at a time.

Thank You. :Hugs: I'm afraid there's a Lot more than Fourteen years worth inside my head.....I was Forced to see a therapist in school and they did Nothing for me.....for two reasons. One, I was forced so I despised the person and experience. Two, the therapist I was Forced again to see in high school, told me "Suicidal thoughts were Normal".....and that just shut down the entire process because I Don't think it is "Normal" to have such thoughts All day Every Day!
This time.....I hope it will be different....I think because I'm seeking Them out and know my mind is getting to dark.....I think It will help....at leadt I hope it will! You Talani......You and my wife are the reason I'm going to try once more. My wife, because I love her Dearly and don't want to see her unhappy. You, Because I remember our discussions and understand the Hell you were in....and now I see you're getting better and starting to return to the person you Truly are....and That gives me hope. Hope that I too may become the person I once was......it's worth a try...for my Wife. ♡

I had similar terrible experiences from young childhood all through my teenage years. Forced to see someone and hated every second because not only did they talk down to me like I was stupid but told me it was normal to be "Traumatized and highly depressed" and that it was ok to feel that way. So I can relate on some level to that. Keep going dear friend. I am very slowly pulling out of the darkness. It was hurting me, my children, my husband, family, friends, everyone around me. After my breakdown and realization that I was not doing good at all, I sought help. I think that was part of the key. ME seeking help. Not someone forcing it upon me. Good luck friend. Hold and keep your wife close. She loves you very much is seems and obviously I see that you love her dearly.

Yes, my Dearest Friend.......I think on that level we Do relate. I just recently sufferd a Breakdown of my own.....with the loss of our beloved Oscar, my job demands and Everything just crashing down on me at once.....
I've noticed people staying away from me, friends, family. ....and they've told me that I'm unpredictable......though I fail to see it, still I know I'm not right......my wife......she knows me better than Anyone in the world......when she told me "There's something wrong and you need to get help" ......then I knew it was time.
Yes, we love each other Dearly.......and though my life means Absolutely nothing to me.....it means something to Her.....and so for Her and myself, I am going to find help.
I've just come to a point where.....I just can't find happiness anymore......Nothing feels like it should.....I know you understand, and I want to Thank you for showing that There IS help out there and that it Does Work! I wish you and your family Only the Best and that you are whole once again Soon! :)
I hope to be soon......we'll shal see. :)

I wish you all kinds of luck! Time to get to some solution so you feel better again. I had no idea you were medically depressed.

What was your new puppy's name again?

*Big Snuggle Hug* yes....I'm afraid so.....Most days I can keep a happy disposition.....but it's becoming all but impossible now. But I'm still Me, so please don't be afraid.....I'm quite harmless I promise!

Her Name is Dasiy. She's just a little love bug! ♡

Oh! Daisy is a great name. ^^

Eh, I'm not afraid of it if you lose your disposition. We're friends so I figure you're stuck with my craziness and I'm stuck with you to balance me out. :)

Thank You!

LOL!! in the word's of Norman Bates (from the movie "psycho")
"We all go a little Crazy......sometimes."

You my friend are Truly a Great Friend! I think we "mesh" quite well together! ♡ ^.^

Aaahhhhhh fuffy!!!!

Yesss!!!...........Oh...oh, you mean the pup! LOL!!
Yes, Her name is Daisy.....she's a Country Pup! ......even howls with a Southern accent!

The dog sounds like a great idea. You should name her Liane....because....welll just because.

I didn't know your depression was bad enough to see a professional about. That is definitely a bummer. I hope you can get some good help. depression can be so nasty!!

Haha!! Ahh....but you're too late, Her name is Dasiy...she's a Southern Beagle...even howls with an accent!
However, if we get a Bunny I will Indeed name Her or Him Liane, This I Promise!

Yes....I fear so. I have been able to suppress it for Most of my life....but the Darkness has returned and I feel it's getting to strong to fight off much longer.....This is my Therapy at the moment. Talking with my Very Dear friends here like Yourself and a couple others.....It Really Helps!
Depression is truly a Very Wicked Beast that I would not wish on my Worst Enemy......I suffered a mental breakdown when Oscar died....and my wife asked me to seek help. She had suggested it a few times in the past, but I was always able to pull back out and suppress it again....now it's just getting too bad to work with.....but as I said, You my Dear Friend and a few others have been helping me to cope and deal.....and for This unselfish deed, I Truly Thank You!! *Hugs Bunny Mistress Tightly* ♡

Daisy! That's a great name for a beagle! I bet she's a cutie too!

I'm so sorry about your depression and I really hope the note I just sent you doesn't stop you from liking me. I do want to be your friend, I just don't and can't handle anything with sexual connotations anymore. That might sound strange for someone like me and here on FA, but it isn't a strange as you might think. I still like nudity in pictures...though you'll notice I don't commission or fave pictures depicting sex anymore. I do still find myself getting caught up in comments like we've been doing out of old habit and find it hard to stop....but at some point I realize where it's going and have to quit, like I just did. Please forgive me. I don't do it on purpose and definitely am not trying to be a tease even if it seems that way sometimes.

Yes, she's as cute as a button! I'm going to post a pick of her when I can get her to set still long enough!

Dude, one thing you should know about me....I Don't make friends very easily, However if I call you Friend then it's Forever! You will Always be my Friend no matter what ever comes between us.
I read, understand and sent you a note back. Please understand that I did not know the boundaries.....I take Full Responsibility and simply ask for your forgiveness. I would Never do Anything to Harm you or Our relationship. I explained thing's in greater detail in the note, as I feel this is more a personal matter and doesn't need to be read by everyone.
As far as our Friendship goes......You Are and ALWAYS Will be My Friend!
......you can not get ridd of me That easily! ♡

Good! I want to see the little flea farm.

No harm, no foul. And privacy is why I went to notes. Not all that many people who I comment back and forth with become friends and only one in a whole lot do so as fast as you have. I'm very pleased and proud to be able to call you my friend.
And I wasn't trying to get rid of you, just slow you down, so to speak.

HAHAHA!! "Flea Farm"....That's a good one! I've never heard that term before....I like it!

....and I am Truly Honored to call you My Dear Friend.
Yeah, That's pretty much the same way with myself......I talk to a lot of people and comment on a good deal of art, but there are Very Few...*enough to be counted on one hand and still have digits left over* that I call Friend, and Even fewer whom I refer to as Dear Friends.
Understood and Very Much Appreciated! ♡