I.. can't believe it. Today is my birthday, I made it to 23, I was almost certain I wouldn't live to see it. And.. here I still am... Am I happier now?..No not really.. but I'm alive, so I guess that's something. I guess.. I just have to keep going, seeing what this life has in store for me. I hope I can keep myself together to see the good in life again. I don't want to give up. I don't want to shut down. I want to keep moving forward, and there's no way I would have made it this far without my friends who are there to help me when I'm down. Thank you so much for everything you've done for me  Riaaan You're definitely more of a buddy than I deserve. Thank you..