*Le~sigh*
16 years ago
Oh Snap~
So... I feel really crappy this weekend... I keep thinking of my ex, and that little test I took didn't make me feel any better sine like half of the fucking questions reminded me of william... I've been crying off and on... feeling like I'm not worth anything anymore to anyone... I'm tired of going to bed at night alone and then waking up by myself, feeling like he's there, like he is in my room, like he is going to hurt me... I'm sick and tired of going to bed anymore.. I hate sleeping...... i hate dreaming.... I hate everything right now...
Le~sigh
~Cointoss Out
Le~sigh
~Cointoss Out
FA+

it may be tough now but you can't give in, take it from a fuy who spent his whole life alone and only got a boyfriend at 19
not to seem self centered but maybe this will brighten you up
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/.....4/#cid:6568524
I try to think positive... and I try to let him go... but the nightmares keep coming back...
I saw him today at the fourth of july celebration at lions park in eagle river... I kept seeing him EVERYWHERe in the time frame of two hours.. yay! I'm so f~ucking~ happy -_-