Im alive

I hate that im not active on FA rn. I am swamped with school.

I feel like complete shit half the time while the other half is stressed

I hate myself and hate my body. This shit really sucks. I literally cannot wait until the summer comes around. I desperately want to start HRT. Its so close but so far away.

I see my therapist on Thursday. I am going to talk about the timeline of transitioning. If she is willing to sign off on papers for me to get T sooner than this summer, I am going to fucking do it.

I literally think about my gender every fucking day. I want there to be a day that I can confidently walk around knowing people see me as a guy.

Classes are done in about two or three weeks. Expect a come back!