we still love you and wish you the best in things!
[and i'll still chatter at u anyways <3]

Do not give up so easily, perhaps a long hiatus is what you need until you finally find the right motivation then come back everyone once in awhile to draw something new, and if commissions have been rough, try to limit them at certain times. That is all I can say as I do not know the full situation here. Take care.

Wishes for the best. And thank you so much for sharing the art that you have done over the years. :')