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9 years ago
You just being here being you's enough for me.
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Y'know...
I don't tend to really address you guys.
I get art of Garr.
I post it.
Sometimes, you guys comment or fave and sometimes you don't.
It's kinda rare that I'll respond to comments and our whole arrangement is just this strange and awkward thing.
I'm a writer posting art that isn't mine and building my own elaborate inner canon that most probably won't hear.
There's an exhibitionist in me and a brick wall paved into the doorway of my halls.
Some of you have found the side entrances and gotten inside.
Some of you have wound up with me at your door.
...
I hate talking like this sometimes, but I'm compelled to at the same time.
I guess it was just something on my mind that for whatever reason needed to come out.
And.. I've had a lot of things on my mind.
I'm ending a chapter of my life.
In the pretty near future, I'm going to be moving to Connecticut.
And.. I'm going to be starting a new one with some friends in a poly relationship.
This.. has been complicated in so many ways.
There's a lot I keep wanting to say and then delete.
But I guess the long and short of what's necessary to say is that to the people who've gotten to know me, I'm sorry I've been distant.
I haven't really fully been able to be myself.
Change is coming and with it, hopefully I'm going to restabilize.
I would've done this more personally to whom it may have concerned, but things will be moving quickly soon.
Two weeks from now soon.
There's not much more for me to say here. Not in a public spectrum.
This trainwreck of a journal (thematically at least) will have to suffice until I can get grounded again.
As for the future... This is painful but I'm optomistic.
I've been needing to take control of my life for a while now and this is the first step.
I have hope.
Aside from this announcement of sorts, I have a little other news.
I've got some commissions from gannypiggy and zeus coming down the line that will be violent in nature. Gory even.
So for those that enjoy that, there's something to look forward to.
Other than that.. It will probably take me some time to settle but I will try to be back to my usual self soon.
-L26
I don't tend to really address you guys.
I get art of Garr.
I post it.
Sometimes, you guys comment or fave and sometimes you don't.
It's kinda rare that I'll respond to comments and our whole arrangement is just this strange and awkward thing.
I'm a writer posting art that isn't mine and building my own elaborate inner canon that most probably won't hear.
There's an exhibitionist in me and a brick wall paved into the doorway of my halls.
Some of you have found the side entrances and gotten inside.
Some of you have wound up with me at your door.
...
I hate talking like this sometimes, but I'm compelled to at the same time.
I guess it was just something on my mind that for whatever reason needed to come out.
And.. I've had a lot of things on my mind.
I'm ending a chapter of my life.
In the pretty near future, I'm going to be moving to Connecticut.
And.. I'm going to be starting a new one with some friends in a poly relationship.
This.. has been complicated in so many ways.
There's a lot I keep wanting to say and then delete.
But I guess the long and short of what's necessary to say is that to the people who've gotten to know me, I'm sorry I've been distant.
I haven't really fully been able to be myself.
Change is coming and with it, hopefully I'm going to restabilize.
I would've done this more personally to whom it may have concerned, but things will be moving quickly soon.
Two weeks from now soon.
There's not much more for me to say here. Not in a public spectrum.
This trainwreck of a journal (thematically at least) will have to suffice until I can get grounded again.
As for the future... This is painful but I'm optomistic.
I've been needing to take control of my life for a while now and this is the first step.
I have hope.
Aside from this announcement of sorts, I have a little other news.
I've got some commissions from gannypiggy and zeus coming down the line that will be violent in nature. Gory even.
So for those that enjoy that, there's something to look forward to.
Other than that.. It will probably take me some time to settle but I will try to be back to my usual self soon.
-L26
IF you read this or don't. I don't mind.
I am proud of you and happy that it happening soon. IT was what i wanted for you so badly.
Happy and strong is where you need to be. And you will be close i come bug you for a hug irl one day.
Well never the less, chin up ! chest out !