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I don't know sometimes....
9 years ago
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It's always so hard to put myself out there to be noticed.
When it comes to announcing things like commissions and stuff it just feels as if they don't reach enough people to gain enough attention.
I guess I just have too much expectation that something will reach a broader audience because they know me through stuff I've commissioned for,
that somehow I expect some of those people who know I can do art as well and maybe share that with others.
Dealing with so many stresses of depression and anxiety I am often left feeling trapped and helpless.
The thought of trying to take on doing commissions, I thought it might help me just a little with my tight position of not having very much money to do things that I want to get done and pay for, such as rent and food, those are my two major concerns at the moment.
Food prices at the moment are fucking ridiculously expensive making it really hard to keep buying food every week just to live off.
More than often I'm skipping meals on certain days just to fucking survive so it lasts longer.
Other days where I just feel like "Fuck it all, just kill yourself already!".
But I can't. There's too many people I want to stick around for… they matter to me
but very little who will want to stick around for me… do I even matter to anyone?
Sumo-Griz
~sumo-griz
You matter to me buddy
