Back from the Dead I Guess
9 years ago
Well, I think we are all in agreement that 2016 was somewhere between a disaster and apocolyptic. Barring the well-known stupidity going on in the world, many of you probably share similar misfortune in your personal lives (I know I did). Pets died, dreams died, and people died.
I lost the two pets I grew up with, I lost family, and I lost a lot of the things I thought I was finally getting close to having. My girlfriend of 4 years is splitting things off. I'm averaging 13 hours of sleep a week. I'm working 70 hours a week at least. I'm going to be temporarily homeless for a week between moving out of my girlfriend's (again, for the fifth time this year). Hell, I've lost 20 pounds from all the stress (I'm now 145 and closing in on 140).
In summary, life sucks, hence why I've been absent so much. The semester is ending soon, though, which hopefully means I'll be getting a break soon as well. I want to get active again here. I want to talk to you guys again. I miss drawing. I miss chatting. I miss not worrying about how much people might hate me for all my oddities. I miss playing videogames for fun and not as a desperate, slaving effort to afford bills and school fees.
I can't wait to get back into the thick of things here, and I hope I haven't been forgotten by most of you amidst all this crap. You guys are amazing, and I hope I no one hates me for not being around.
I lost the two pets I grew up with, I lost family, and I lost a lot of the things I thought I was finally getting close to having. My girlfriend of 4 years is splitting things off. I'm averaging 13 hours of sleep a week. I'm working 70 hours a week at least. I'm going to be temporarily homeless for a week between moving out of my girlfriend's (again, for the fifth time this year). Hell, I've lost 20 pounds from all the stress (I'm now 145 and closing in on 140).
In summary, life sucks, hence why I've been absent so much. The semester is ending soon, though, which hopefully means I'll be getting a break soon as well. I want to get active again here. I want to talk to you guys again. I miss drawing. I miss chatting. I miss not worrying about how much people might hate me for all my oddities. I miss playing videogames for fun and not as a desperate, slaving effort to afford bills and school fees.
I can't wait to get back into the thick of things here, and I hope I haven't been forgotten by most of you amidst all this crap. You guys are amazing, and I hope I no one hates me for not being around.
Valya
~valya
I Can kinda feel ya, working on a construction job here for the whole last year, being away fro mhome 10 days and then being 4 at home leaving not much time for everything else, hobbies, friends, famaly, i have a sick mother sitting at home and alot of work piling up onhouse and garden, the job isnt really paying off aswell, ending up in spending more money to get around down there and all such things... yeah this year really sucks... for everyone in its own way...
Ramzan
~ramzan
It has been quite the year for myself as well, and it's still not quite over yet. Hopefully the next is exceedingly less exciting in that way for you, as I hope it is for me. Some of us may be very quiet even when you need to hear a voice most, but never ever think you're undesirable for this little quibble or that one.
Taluthus
~taluthus
Squeezes. Ye ain't been forgotten, a d I'm sorry that things have been so rotten for you. At least you have the determination to get by when life tries to Fuck you dry, your turn will come ^^
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