Hello everybody.

Well I have done it again, I have turned home life into a hell hole. After work today, I spent the day with my mother. We had a nice lunch at SUBWAY, went to Best Buy to pick up the new Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen album (which is awesome BTW), and then she wanted to ride with me as a played golf.

Well as we talked she brought up my complete lack of interest in pursuing a girlfriend or a date. I had enough, I decided to tell her that I was bisexual and that I have a crush on a guy. Her first words were “Oh no!” I told her I have been like this for a while and have been trying to tell her for about a month or so. The atmosphere changed, she wouldn’t look at me the rest of the round or on the awkward ride home. I asked why she was so upset. She replied “Well I’m not the happiest mom in the world.” After that we didn’t talk for a long while. I decided to go to the gym. As I left I told her “I love you” (and I still do and will forever) and she said, “I love you to.” That gave me a little hope that everything will be ok. However, for now I will just put my blinders on, put my head down, and survive. If they have trouble accepting what I am than they are going to have to find a way. (I know it took me a while to do so)

Thanks for reading

KaGe