Sweet dear one I am so sorry to hear your wife is in the hospital yet again! Please, please do not apologize to us for posting personal things. It is good to do sometimes, because here in this community as I have noticed, there ARE people that pay attention, and care deeply about others in this community. I am wishing you the absolute best and I hope so much that your darling wife gets through this as she has other times before. Fear is just as much part of life as anything else and it does not by any means make you any less or weaker than anyone else. *hugs very tightly* My family will be keeping you all in our thoughts. If you do not mind dear one, keep us, either here on FA or us as in me and my family updated. We are here with you.

My Dearest Friend, Thank You. *Hugs Tightly* she is doing much better and after reading everyone's response and Well wishes....so am I.
You....You are an Incredible Friend to me, You have shown me So much that people (at least some) Actually Do care for one another and Are there when you need them Most. For That.....I simply cannot Thank You enough.
I was always taught Fear is a weakness, that must be overcome. .....so for me to admit such......it's hard. It's even Harder watching my wife suffer.....She IS my Life, My "Soul mate" if you will....and to see her like this, it frightens the pure Hell out of Me! I Honestly don't know a life without her, and if Anything were to happen......I just don't know what I would do.
I have found Great Comfort in your kind word's and Thoughts, Thank You my Dearest Friend.....Your Friendship means the World to me, and I am Most Fortunate to have made such an Incredible Friend, as I have in You!♡

My wife is doing well, she had started retaining water (we think) as a result of the pneumonia she had a few weeks ago. Her heart This time was not the culprit.....at least they don't think so. Pneumonia is a Terrible Best. And the effects can take up to Two Months to pass.
She simply woke up and could not breathe. Her lungs were filling up with water.....last four time's it was her heart not pumping enough causing Congestive heart failure. The last time was pneumonia......but this time her heart was and still is working fine. So at least it isn't that again. But being called at work and told your wife is in an ambulance being rushed to the emergency room with a possible heart attack......is Absolutely Devastating on it's own.....but the Six Time's in One Year.....You can see why I'm at such a loss and so very scared.
But knowing I have Dear Friends like yourself who Do care and want to Help....That makes the Fear Much more Manageable. *Big Tight Dragon Hugs* ♡

Don't ever apologize for reaching out man. You feel alone and scared at the moment and that'a completely normal. I'm so sorry to hear your wife is in the hospital for a second time. I'm sure she's going to be just fine but just be supportive. Be there for her. We're all thinking about you Dar. Hang in there buddy. Things are gonna turn around.

Thank You Nor.....*Hugs Tightly* It's actually the Sixth time. I'm Always there for Her, for She is My Everything.....Normally I do not feel fear for I was taught that Fear is a Weakness that Must be worked through and Men don't Fear.....but This....this is Much different to me. I cannot see a life without Her.....so the thought of losing her gives me Great Fear and pain.
I find Your kind words very embracing and the Feelings behind them very True. You are Truly a Great and Supportive Friend,Nor....and for That, I simply cannot Thank You Enough!! *Hugs Tightly*♡

Don't ever suffer in silence if you're hurting man. Don't be afraid to reach out to any one of us here. Drop me a note anytime. We all need a little help now and again. You'll be alright Dar. :) *Hugs*

I hope she gets a lot better soon and can come back home. I'm so sorry for all you're going through, my friend, Remember that I'm always here for you any time you want to talk. About anything. Just note me. >:3

Thank You Fangs! *Hugs Tightly* your a Truly Awesome Friend and I am So Very Fortunate to have such a Great Friend as I have found in you......
Very Disciplined......but Great! ♡

Great News! I just found out she's being released in about two hours!!

Oh, and you're Definitely getting a note Missy....sending me that Evil Bunny look. >:3

Hooray! So she must be home now. Hopefully settled back in and doing fine!

Now, what was that about an evil bunny look?

Yes, she is Home and settled in nicely! ♡

Now, about that Evil Bunny look....you Know if it were ANYONE ELSE I would likely have a problem. ...but you.....Honestly, I wouldn't have you Any other way! *Hugs Bunny Mistress Tightly before noticing rolled up newspaper in paw* o.O

Don't worry about the newspaper. Worry about what I have rolled up inside it!

Ooohhhhh..... is it a Treat?

How many treats have you ever found that needed worrying about?

Hmmm......That really depends on the time of night and What street corner we're talking about....

Those are tricks, ya wierdo!

Ooohhhhh.....Tricks....Treats....what's the difference to a dragon?

I suppose we just might have to find out.

It's okay to be scared, really. No need to be apologetic. The best I can say is I'm praying for y'alls health. If your wife made it through five times she can make it through again.

Sometimes we just have to reach the horizon to know what we'll do when we reach it. However, let's see what happens and wait this out. I'm hoping the medical team can sort out some kind of long term solution that sticks.

Thank You Lucky! *Hugs Tightly* ♡
Fear is something that doesn't come easy to me....I was taught that Fear is a sign of weakness, and Men are not weak. But This is different, she IS my life, and I just cannot see life without her.
You're Truly a Great Friend to me, and I am Most Fortunate to have your Friendship! ♡

But the Great News is, I just got word that she is being released in about two hours and they're going to "Tweak" her meds a bit to see if this can be fixed. Happily it wasn't her heart This time, but a complication of the pneumonia she had a few weeks ago.....pneumonia is some terrible stuff that can have recurring complications for Two month's After you're cured.....Bad, bad stuff.

Emotions.... indicators... dashboard warning lights for our brain I suppose. Weakness? I can see where that was taught. My grandfather on my dad's side taught the same. However, for this and for many little things fear is okay. You love her and she loves you and sometimes when love is threatened fear comes by for a visit.

I'm really happy for you and your wife that she is released from the hospital with some tweaks to her meds. That pneumonia is a darned nuisance. If I made it through, I know she can. :)

I'm glad to be your friend and I'm really happy we made it through this year together (just about anyhoo).

Thank you!! Yes, that's just the way it was.....so you learn to suppress such feelings. And now when their In Your Face, you don't know how to handle them!

You've had Pneumonia also? OMG!! Then you already know how bad this crap is.....*Hugs Tightly*

I just cannot Wait for 2016 to end already!!

Yessss on all accounts. :P