Alot of people have been asking if I'm ok... to be truthful. I'm not. This month is a bad month for me, due to past years and the amount of people that stabbed me in the back and betrayal of people i once thought were genuine friends, only to find out that they were just around me to take advantage of my kindness and just throw me away once they've achieved what they wanted through me. I consistently give and show genuine care. I give 100% of myself , even more to specific people because how i feel towards them only to be pushed aside for no given reason.

So again if you ask me if I'm ok, i might say yes but in reality im a broken shell of what i used to be... and i dont want anyone to experience the mental torment i go through...

Im not ok.... im just breathing, and i think thats good enough...