I want to wish everyone a safe and merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. For those who are instantly offended, Happy Holidays. Still offended by those two words? Here's two more for you: Fuck you.

I don't know why I feel like I do right now, not after what happened (please say last journal, I don't feel like mentioning it again). I don't want to move on. I want to rewind time. It's moments like this I wished something like Dragon Balls exist.

You'd think I'd be mad right now. You'd think I'd be saying "screw you and your merry Christmas" to everyone right now. Why can't I? I don't know. I've been weird since I came into this world.

May all your dreams come true in these past few days. Or get drunk or high as fuck. Do your holiday however you do, just don't over do it.