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I'm Somewhat Alive
5 years ago
I am more noble than you? And you are more noble than me?
Hello to anyone still watching my nearly dead page. How's it going?
I don't know what to say honestly. Things have gone downhill for me since last October, and that was before this whole pandemic beverage bullshit started to get out of control. I'll just say that I'm 50% old me and 50% new me is trying to take over because it figures old me doesn't get stuff done personally, physically, emotionally. This comes with some drastic changes:
As of the beginning of this year, I don't consider myself a furry. Don't get it twisted. I'm not rage-quitting or tossing piles of shit on the furry community. It's just that ever since January, I just let it go...and I've been starting to feel better. And going back to it makes it worse. Hell, writing on here, I feel like Superman when he's near Kryptonite or on a planet with a red sun. No, I haven't thrown away my character or put her up for sell. She's just on a shelf, meaning somewhere in the future, I may or may not "put the character back on". I'll just have to see how the rest of this year and the next will take me.
I've been focusing on writing. Having a good resume and telling the truth or lying about what my best job requirements are aren't getting me nowhere. Seems like you have to a doctor's degree and recommendations by famous celebrities to get a simple cashier job now. Starting to think this whole political conumdrum could be cause of the reason too. I'm working on completing something to at least to talk to a publisher, copyright lawyer, and/or and editor, or find some beta-readers to self-publish. Also trying to learn other things on the side so I'm not completely useless in case writing doesn't work out for me.
That's it for now. I don't do Twitter, Instagram, and all that. Seems all kind of useless for writers unless you're already well-known or popular.
Trying see the light of things and not giving up on things. Just things now either I don't like, I really don't like, or piss me off to where I don't want to be involved with anything or anyone.
I'm not as giving as before. I'm not going to be hurt again.
I don't know what to say honestly. Things have gone downhill for me since last October, and that was before this whole pandemic beverage bullshit started to get out of control. I'll just say that I'm 50% old me and 50% new me is trying to take over because it figures old me doesn't get stuff done personally, physically, emotionally. This comes with some drastic changes:
As of the beginning of this year, I don't consider myself a furry. Don't get it twisted. I'm not rage-quitting or tossing piles of shit on the furry community. It's just that ever since January, I just let it go...and I've been starting to feel better. And going back to it makes it worse. Hell, writing on here, I feel like Superman when he's near Kryptonite or on a planet with a red sun. No, I haven't thrown away my character or put her up for sell. She's just on a shelf, meaning somewhere in the future, I may or may not "put the character back on". I'll just have to see how the rest of this year and the next will take me.
I've been focusing on writing. Having a good resume and telling the truth or lying about what my best job requirements are aren't getting me nowhere. Seems like you have to a doctor's degree and recommendations by famous celebrities to get a simple cashier job now. Starting to think this whole political conumdrum could be cause of the reason too. I'm working on completing something to at least to talk to a publisher, copyright lawyer, and/or and editor, or find some beta-readers to self-publish. Also trying to learn other things on the side so I'm not completely useless in case writing doesn't work out for me.
That's it for now. I don't do Twitter, Instagram, and all that. Seems all kind of useless for writers unless you're already well-known or popular.
Trying see the light of things and not giving up on things. Just things now either I don't like, I really don't like, or piss me off to where I don't want to be involved with anything or anyone.
I'm not as giving as before. I'm not going to be hurt again.
hindel
~hindel
nice to see you doing well either way.
Nuallan
~nuallan
It sounds like you and I are in a similar boat. I don't see myself as all that much of a furry anymore. I've been clamping down on my writing as well. I just hope that whatever happens, you're happy and everything's okay. ^^
