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my dog passed away
9 years ago
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i feel so fucking horrible right now, i haven't felt this bad in a long fucking time and i just want to kill myself literally lol!!!! i wish i was fucking kidding goddamn it.. merry christmas to me
he was about 12 years old, i got him when i was young from my second cousin who found him and couldn't find an owner for him and i mustve been 5-8 years old when i got him?? i just fell in love with him and i thought he was so cute and i couldnt pass up a cute dog like him!! we've had so many memories together, when my mom went through a bad drug addiction and when i had no friends, no siblings, no one i could really just be with; i always had my dog.
he was with me for such a long time and i've told him so many things and he's never looked down on me or anything, and just truly loved me unconditionally.. he was such a friendly boy who loved everyone and just spread cheer everywhere he went and knowing he was just so sweet to everyone just made me so proud and i loved him so much
he was such a funny looking animal and people always asked what he was and we laughed and we didn't care and it made me so happy because we could both be different together and that was a great feeling to me and ill always be grateful to him for it
we ran together and played ball, lmao he loved his ball !! and he loved food and cuddling and most importantly, he loved me through anything and everything and i just dont have that anymore and i'm completely alone again
he had to be put down this morning due to a disc in his back slipping and he couldnt walk anymore. that dog has battled through bladder infections, pancreatitus, and a torn acl tendon. and you know??? he always pulled through that and gave me courage to not give up and take care of myself more than anyone else has.. there was absolutely nothing we could do and i know he wouldnt have wanted to spend the rest of his elderly years in a wheelchair or not being able to run and play ever again and have his bladder eventually not being able to hold itself.. i held his paw when i said goodbye and he collapsed in my arms. i held him so tight and sang for him and talked to him, i mustve been there at the vet for an hour til we had to leave
i'd never have traded him for a different dog or anyone else, and i hope he's at peace where he's not in pain anymore
goodnight, my priceless, wonderful baby boy.. i love you so so much and i'll never forget how much you loved and cared about me when no one else wouldve bothered or cared tto i love you more than ic oudl aever seya
poppy shaddie, the best dog in the world 2005-2016
if i coudl please get some supportive or kind comments, i'd really really appreciate it because i'm completely alone right now and thats not good for me
he was about 12 years old, i got him when i was young from my second cousin who found him and couldn't find an owner for him and i mustve been 5-8 years old when i got him?? i just fell in love with him and i thought he was so cute and i couldnt pass up a cute dog like him!! we've had so many memories together, when my mom went through a bad drug addiction and when i had no friends, no siblings, no one i could really just be with; i always had my dog.
he was with me for such a long time and i've told him so many things and he's never looked down on me or anything, and just truly loved me unconditionally.. he was such a friendly boy who loved everyone and just spread cheer everywhere he went and knowing he was just so sweet to everyone just made me so proud and i loved him so much
he was such a funny looking animal and people always asked what he was and we laughed and we didn't care and it made me so happy because we could both be different together and that was a great feeling to me and ill always be grateful to him for it
we ran together and played ball, lmao he loved his ball !! and he loved food and cuddling and most importantly, he loved me through anything and everything and i just dont have that anymore and i'm completely alone again
he had to be put down this morning due to a disc in his back slipping and he couldnt walk anymore. that dog has battled through bladder infections, pancreatitus, and a torn acl tendon. and you know??? he always pulled through that and gave me courage to not give up and take care of myself more than anyone else has.. there was absolutely nothing we could do and i know he wouldnt have wanted to spend the rest of his elderly years in a wheelchair or not being able to run and play ever again and have his bladder eventually not being able to hold itself.. i held his paw when i said goodbye and he collapsed in my arms. i held him so tight and sang for him and talked to him, i mustve been there at the vet for an hour til we had to leave
i'd never have traded him for a different dog or anyone else, and i hope he's at peace where he's not in pain anymore
goodnight, my priceless, wonderful baby boy.. i love you so so much and i'll never forget how much you loved and cared about me when no one else wouldve bothered or cared tto i love you more than ic oudl aever seya
poppy shaddie, the best dog in the world 2005-2016
if i coudl please get some supportive or kind comments, i'd really really appreciate it because i'm completely alone right now and thats not good for me
