Christmas weekend is off to an anxious start, have been trying to get in contact with mom the past few days to set up Christmas plans and shes not been returning my calls and her facebook has gone dead silent. In all likely hood she just did something weird to her phone but my cynical mind enjoys torturing me with Stephen King-esque scenarios. Holidays have been extra stressful for the family since my father passed away a few years ago, hard not to sink into depression.

My waff is returning to NC on the 26th and we'll get to have our first Christmas together, greatly looking forward to that and whats to come.