Stress, Depression and Anxiety and other shit.
9 years ago
You might be wondering why I have gone silent for the last month and I will try my best to explain.
If you don't know I suffer from clinical depression and anxiety, making it hard to sometimes to even get out of the bed. At the start of this year I decided I would change my ways and would fight back on my depression and I did for most of the year, though now I have relapsed a little on my depression again since I haven't found the motivation to go out and exercise nor do shit.
It makes me anxious knowing that I haven't done shit for so long and that anxiety just keeps me from posting anything and just puts me down.
Regarding my sculpt I have already finished my sculpting classes and my sculpt is technically finished, but I still want to add some extra details before I show it. So that is a thing...
If you read this far it means you care about me, and I utterly appreciate it guys. I have met great people on the internet and it warms my heart that people who barley knows me gives a shit about what is going on with me, sometimes I feel that it is more so that people who I know in real life.
I hope everyone enjoys the X-mas season and have a great new year.
If you don't know I suffer from clinical depression and anxiety, making it hard to sometimes to even get out of the bed. At the start of this year I decided I would change my ways and would fight back on my depression and I did for most of the year, though now I have relapsed a little on my depression again since I haven't found the motivation to go out and exercise nor do shit.
It makes me anxious knowing that I haven't done shit for so long and that anxiety just keeps me from posting anything and just puts me down.
Regarding my sculpt I have already finished my sculpting classes and my sculpt is technically finished, but I still want to add some extra details before I show it. So that is a thing...
If you read this far it means you care about me, and I utterly appreciate it guys. I have met great people on the internet and it warms my heart that people who barley knows me gives a shit about what is going on with me, sometimes I feel that it is more so that people who I know in real life.
I hope everyone enjoys the X-mas season and have a great new year.
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And of course I will upload pics of the sculpt, I am actually thinking of doing a 360 animated shot of it when I am done with it.
Hopefully next year I will be doing much better by summer, winter always makes me melancholic as it brings some bad memories that I'd rather not go too much into detail...
I really hope, you'll feel better soon and I'm really lookinf forward to see pictures of the finished sculpt