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An update from MLCDwaggie
16 years ago
Just when you thought it was safe to wax your modems to go web surfing again... Ant is back!
Wait! Don't go cowering underneath your beds - he's not back for long! XD
Back in my last journal, I said how I was gonna be netless, which was true... What I couldn't say was that I was having to take some time away while I get my life in order... Funny how you can't say too much when people are looking over your shoulder!
It seems I'm currently going through a bit of a mid life crisis (Either I'm only gonna live to 60, or I'm just way ahead of schedule on this one too. Since I got married 10 years ahead of schedule, it only makes sense that I have my MLC 10 years ahead too. I figure that at this rate, I'll be retired by 40, a total decrepit farting arsehole by 50 (yeah, I haven't quite made it to 'total' yet Fima... 98% isn't total!) and be a fossil by 60...)
My mate & I had our 12th wedding anniversary in May; though I specifically did not say that we celebrated it. It seems that our marriage is a little rocky at the moment. There are many factors to it: It could be the stress of family life, especially with 2 special needs children. It could be family health stresses. It could be the financial strain caused by being left with $66K in credit card debt when my folks' company went down the shitter. It could be that I was secretly furry for so long, that I secretly had 3 great weeks with the RadFurs while I was in Adelaide last year.
Or, it could be the fact that the week before our anniversary I finally stopped living a lie and came out of the closet.
Thinking about it, it could have more than a wee bit to do with the last one. XD
"Happy Anniversary, honey. BTW, I has teh gay!"
As I said, just a teeny MLC going on. Ultimately I have agreed to take some time out of FA (I'd already agreed to take time out of IMing 'for a month' after MidFur while we rebuilt our relationship, which obviously hasn't gone well, since I'm still offline as far as IM is concerned!) while I try to get my head together and work out if I'm gay or bi - since I can still keep my marriage and family together if I'm bi, but it's kind of rooted if I'm more bent than a wuff's hind leg!
So there you have it;
ArcticPete scarily predicted it with his comments: "Careful! You'll catch the gay!" But I guess epically failed when he told Kage that he was "flirting with the Straightest guy in the room!"
Sorry Tal, looks like you'll have to make do with being the only male straightfur in SA. XD
Anyway, I'll be staying offline for a wee bit longer, while I get myself together - though I hope to post a few more humourous posts in the meantime.
(And it's times like this that I'm tempted to just piss off & become a monk for a while - if only I'd have the interwebs!)
If anyone wants/needs/isboredenough to get hold of me in the meantime, I'll be setting up my old email account again at antarius@dragons-cave.com, and working like hell to de-spam the sucker so that I can read real emails! XD
Cheers & fuzzied huggles to all!
Antarius, the MLCDwaggy
Wait! Don't go cowering underneath your beds - he's not back for long! XD
Back in my last journal, I said how I was gonna be netless, which was true... What I couldn't say was that I was having to take some time away while I get my life in order... Funny how you can't say too much when people are looking over your shoulder!
It seems I'm currently going through a bit of a mid life crisis (Either I'm only gonna live to 60, or I'm just way ahead of schedule on this one too. Since I got married 10 years ahead of schedule, it only makes sense that I have my MLC 10 years ahead too. I figure that at this rate, I'll be retired by 40, a total decrepit farting arsehole by 50 (yeah, I haven't quite made it to 'total' yet Fima... 98% isn't total!) and be a fossil by 60...)
My mate & I had our 12th wedding anniversary in May; though I specifically did not say that we celebrated it. It seems that our marriage is a little rocky at the moment. There are many factors to it: It could be the stress of family life, especially with 2 special needs children. It could be family health stresses. It could be the financial strain caused by being left with $66K in credit card debt when my folks' company went down the shitter. It could be that I was secretly furry for so long, that I secretly had 3 great weeks with the RadFurs while I was in Adelaide last year.
Or, it could be the fact that the week before our anniversary I finally stopped living a lie and came out of the closet.
Thinking about it, it could have more than a wee bit to do with the last one. XD
"Happy Anniversary, honey. BTW, I has teh gay!"
As I said, just a teeny MLC going on. Ultimately I have agreed to take some time out of FA (I'd already agreed to take time out of IMing 'for a month' after MidFur while we rebuilt our relationship, which obviously hasn't gone well, since I'm still offline as far as IM is concerned!) while I try to get my head together and work out if I'm gay or bi - since I can still keep my marriage and family together if I'm bi, but it's kind of rooted if I'm more bent than a wuff's hind leg!
So there you have it;
ArcticPete scarily predicted it with his comments: "Careful! You'll catch the gay!" But I guess epically failed when he told Kage that he was "flirting with the Straightest guy in the room!" Sorry Tal, looks like you'll have to make do with being the only male straightfur in SA. XD
Anyway, I'll be staying offline for a wee bit longer, while I get myself together - though I hope to post a few more humourous posts in the meantime.
(And it's times like this that I'm tempted to just piss off & become a monk for a while - if only I'd have the interwebs!)
If anyone wants/needs/isboredenough to get hold of me in the meantime, I'll be setting up my old email account again at antarius@dragons-cave.com, and working like hell to de-spam the sucker so that I can read real emails! XD
Cheers & fuzzied huggles to all!
Antarius, the MLCDwaggy
Thanks Mea. Let it not be said that I do things by small degrees! XD
That reminds me, I must go find that guy who wished that I may 'always live in interesting times,' and kick his bony arse for him!
Nah, he had an "H" on his forehead and flared nostrils the size of TransAm wheel arches though...
(10 points for the first furson to get the reference... Shouldn't be too hard...)
Anyway hope everything turns out arright in the end =D *snugs* You always have me to throw around if ya need it =3
You tell 'em, homoboy!
Watch me wank it watch me roll
Watch me wank that homo boy
then ditch his ass dat ho
now watch me spooooooge
(wank dat homoboy)
now watch me spooooooge
(wank dat homoboy)
now watch me spooooooge
(wank dat homoboy)
now watch me spooooooge
(wank dat homoboy)
homoboy tell 'em!
Now, git out of the house, dawg! No dawgs on mah couch!
Chuckles... Your all just sad coz you want me and you cant have me, im the ULTIMATE tease to a furry, sensitive, seemingly easy to make bent, and yet straighter than a laser edge ;)
on a related matter, me an Aimee have been together almost 7 MONTHS now! ^^ Its great!
Taluthus
lol
I must have been immune to it
Apparently it was the death glare that boosted your immunity...
Boi, were you drunk!
xD and I made sex coffee for everyone yay!
Taluthus
And congrats to you and da bunneh!
I feel shitty now!
Well, now you have every excuse to be the flamboyant flaming queen you have always wanted to be!
haha
Much love to you Ant!
You know you have a special place in my uber gay heart!
Nah man, like I said to Tal, if it wasn't for you guys, I'd still be in limbo & wondering what the hell was wrong with me.
Thanks for the support man. You're a great friend! Hope to see you soon! *hugs*
Wish I could hang out with ya more often..
As for being a better friend... well... im happy you think so.
*hugs*
<3
Not Fucking Likely!™
Not after the First & Last time I ever put on women's clothing (costume for the "Tunarama" parade) and the bastards printed my photo in color on page 5 of the local rag! Aaargh!