If you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

...the days are passing by ever so slowly. My mind is racing and thoughts are pouring out, I don't know what to say, what I'm allowed to say. I miss my best friend, I miss my partner, I miss the shoulder to cry on and the arms that held me tight. I miss his smile and goofy sense of humor, I miss being able to trust him and believe him, believe in him. It's been 24 hours since we last texted/talked. I'm going crazy but I can't give in, I can't give anymore of myself without knowing its a reciprocated feeling.
I miss him, but I don't think he's mine to miss anymore....