How I really feel
8 years ago
You know what's a horrible feeling... seeing everyone bragging about engagements and weddings. Seeing baby bump pictures when you know that's not happening for you. Looking at photos of people buying houses knowing you work 120 hours a week and still can't get a head.
Living over two hours away from the guy you love, that sucks. We barely have time in our schedules to even see each other once a month, let alone every week. I miss him all the time and just want to see him. While everyone else gets to brag they are marrying their best friend... I just want to see mine.
Baby bump pictures is just a reminder I can't have kids. Yep being on large amounts of hormones most of your teen and adult life and sill only have a 25%-50% chance of ever having a family sucks because so many people suck and they are horrible parents and then there are those who can't even have kids.
Working my ass off and having nothing to show for it... yeah I'm stressed all the time, tired all the time and just can't get a head. :(
Living over two hours away from the guy you love, that sucks. We barely have time in our schedules to even see each other once a month, let alone every week. I miss him all the time and just want to see him. While everyone else gets to brag they are marrying their best friend... I just want to see mine.
Baby bump pictures is just a reminder I can't have kids. Yep being on large amounts of hormones most of your teen and adult life and sill only have a 25%-50% chance of ever having a family sucks because so many people suck and they are horrible parents and then there are those who can't even have kids.
Working my ass off and having nothing to show for it... yeah I'm stressed all the time, tired all the time and just can't get a head. :(