I'm not -completely- dead
9 years ago
Hi guys~
I don't usually post journals, but since I've been pretty much dead for months now I thought I should really say something, to at least prove I'm still alive. Chances are that if you've been following my art you've probably noticed that I haven't done anything in ages, and even when i've done stuff Its been a lot less than I used to do, so in order to welcome the new year I thought I should come clean and let people know what's been going on with my life.
Thing is I had to drop out of university, last year was absolutely terrible and completely ruined everything for me, I've been feeling pretty terrible because of it. All of the sudden I've been forced to find something else to do, somewhere else to live and it's been just too much for me, I've been pretty depressed these months and kind of scared since I never expected things to go this bad.
That being said, feeling shit doesn't usually stop me from drawing entirely, the thing is on top of having to deal with my life issues, I've been suffering from a back injury, I've been in pain having to stay in bed for over a month now, I get very little time to draw, and I usually don't really get much done when that happens, I've went to the doctors but they won't do anything until next month, so I'm just having to deal with it for now.
Depressing stuff aside, I hope everyone had a nice holidays, and I'm hoping this year will go a lot better than the previous one, I miss being able to properly sit down and draw, I really do, and I really wish I could have done something for Waltt's anniversary and Christmas, I don't know how longer it will take for me to recover, but I hope it will be soon, I've been stuffing myself with painkillers lately and it seems to help a bit, so hopefully it won't be long until I get to post something again, I may not have started 2017 in the best way, but let's hope it gets better~
I don't usually post journals, but since I've been pretty much dead for months now I thought I should really say something, to at least prove I'm still alive. Chances are that if you've been following my art you've probably noticed that I haven't done anything in ages, and even when i've done stuff Its been a lot less than I used to do, so in order to welcome the new year I thought I should come clean and let people know what's been going on with my life.
Thing is I had to drop out of university, last year was absolutely terrible and completely ruined everything for me, I've been feeling pretty terrible because of it. All of the sudden I've been forced to find something else to do, somewhere else to live and it's been just too much for me, I've been pretty depressed these months and kind of scared since I never expected things to go this bad.
That being said, feeling shit doesn't usually stop me from drawing entirely, the thing is on top of having to deal with my life issues, I've been suffering from a back injury, I've been in pain having to stay in bed for over a month now, I get very little time to draw, and I usually don't really get much done when that happens, I've went to the doctors but they won't do anything until next month, so I'm just having to deal with it for now.
Depressing stuff aside, I hope everyone had a nice holidays, and I'm hoping this year will go a lot better than the previous one, I miss being able to properly sit down and draw, I really do, and I really wish I could have done something for Waltt's anniversary and Christmas, I don't know how longer it will take for me to recover, but I hope it will be soon, I've been stuffing myself with painkillers lately and it seems to help a bit, so hopefully it won't be long until I get to post something again, I may not have started 2017 in the best way, but let's hope it gets better~
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