better do this here. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
9 years ago
some say I am crazy, and I'd say that they're at least half right.
I can't yell here at the hotel, let alone rant and break things.... though that is what I'd really like to do, so forgive me, that I am going to do much of it here in text!
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Shadow, oh shadow stop hiding, and come out and play... don't you want to play a game with me?
games aren't what's on your mind, I can feel it.
come on, it's not like I can actually damage you...
I don't care, I don't want that much... "attention" to once.
you know that you can't hide from me, you're only making it drawn out... and going to give me more time to think of just what things to do to you, when you finally come out... or I get sick of looking and just pull on our link.
I know that it seems out of character, though please just for this once wait until you calm down some, ok?
oh, no... you always have your own out lets, and right now, you're mine. *starts pulling against the links, and can feel the force with which they're drawn tight.*
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please, please, just wait. *tries to stay out of sight and out of reach within the nearest wall, dispite the lack of distance left for the shortened link between him and his host.
No, I need something that is safe to abuse, and you're it, just as I have always been yours for the same thing! *jurks the last of the link... *
Eeek! *claws at the physical hiding place that seemed to be within said wall, as he is pulled from it.
There we go, *Wills the room's, floor, walls, and ceiling to be covered over in crackling layers of icy frosty energy.* now lets get started. *grabs up the nearest metal object, which happenes to be a decorative figurine statuette humanoid doorstop... and then starts to heat it up with layers of free burning flames dancing over the lower half and base.* you normily beg for this stuff, and attention... in general.
*draws back against the nearest frosted over wall, even though it crackles against his fur like shadowy side, then roars out.* That is only because that is because you're always trying so hard to deny me, and who you really are!
Or so, you like to say! But I have changed, I don't need my past, I barely even need you anymore! *waves the now red hot iron figurine underneath the shadowy lion's muzzle.* You are the worst of me! and I hate everything that you embody!
I am the best of you, your power, your pleasure, your wants! you can't deny me! *starts to grow, trying to over shadow his host's size and become big enough that the little point of flames the living lion is brandishing wouldn't do much to harm himself.*
You sicken me! *jabs the growing shadow beast right in his man bits with the burning base of the statuette, before he can get any bigger... then watches him fall over in pain, readying to fell another blow against his exposed side.* You're no power of mine, you are my weaknesses, my lusts, my down falls! *starts to land scorching blows against the Shadow's fur like side.*
I am you! like it, or not! *the shadowy beast huffs, and then laughs, dispite the burning hits that he's receiving.* Feel my pain, your former pleasure!
Aaa, Damn you! *the littler lion man yowls as he recoils much as if he was hit with something hot to his own side, dropping the iron doorstop from his paw, and watching it fall to hiss as it cools slowly melting a spot into the ice that had formed over the floor of the room.* You think that, that will stop me tonight?
Most likely not totally, though did it make you think, or clear your head any? maybe remind you where you came from, where I came from? what we are to each other? *the Shadow said as his voice when from one of rage to something softer, sweeter, and he ran one of his paws down his own belly and then groaped himself as he stood back up.*
Stop that! don't share that too with me right now! I don't wish to feel it with you or from you tonight! *The lion hissed, and then pulled all of the ice loose from the walls with his will alone, and launched it at the demon, that he shared this hell that he called his life with.* ouch! Fuck, that's cold!
Then stop, just stop hurting yourself, you know that you can't win, that you can't best me... just as I said, I am your best! *the Shadow said now grinning, with each step that he took toward his host, still touching himself as he did so.
I said no! *the smaller man cried out, even as he pulled up a free standing wall of flames between himself and his shadowy demonic past self, and then he ran claws down his own chest and belly feeling the almost burning cold of the ice that he was now willing onto them, chilling both his claws and his skin under his tan fur.* since you're sharing, I know that you can feel this too! suffer with me! don't just feed off my pain! You leach!
Ha ha, did you forget so easily, that your pain has always been my pleasure? *The Shadow laughed, even as he jumped through the flames, barely grunting or being phased by them any, and then caught his host, even as the lion screamed and fell backward as if he'd been shocked to have been put through the flames himself.
let me go, leave me alone, let me die in peace. *the lion panted, even as he weakly tried to push himself free from the shadow's arms.*
Simply, no, I can't do that, you know that. *The Shadow sighed, as he let the lion's pain and ackes from this disagreement pour through their contact into himself and be absorbed as both pleasure and power rather than damage to either of them.* shhh, stop fighting, I balance you, and give you what you need, even when you think that you don't. *the shadow purred as he, touched them both on their most sensitive parts.
oh, damn it, I am done fighting it, whatever.
Good, now lets go play, nicely with our little gifts on each other. *The Shadow purred, as he stood up, holding his host against his chest as he headed to the lion's bedroom.
---
well, yet another, maybe darker, encounter between my sona and my... whatevery Shadow is to me, and to Leo.
I hope that those that follow me, liked this little read too.
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Shadow, oh shadow stop hiding, and come out and play... don't you want to play a game with me?
games aren't what's on your mind, I can feel it.
come on, it's not like I can actually damage you...
I don't care, I don't want that much... "attention" to once.
you know that you can't hide from me, you're only making it drawn out... and going to give me more time to think of just what things to do to you, when you finally come out... or I get sick of looking and just pull on our link.
I know that it seems out of character, though please just for this once wait until you calm down some, ok?
oh, no... you always have your own out lets, and right now, you're mine. *starts pulling against the links, and can feel the force with which they're drawn tight.*
...
please, please, just wait. *tries to stay out of sight and out of reach within the nearest wall, dispite the lack of distance left for the shortened link between him and his host.
No, I need something that is safe to abuse, and you're it, just as I have always been yours for the same thing! *jurks the last of the link... *
Eeek! *claws at the physical hiding place that seemed to be within said wall, as he is pulled from it.
There we go, *Wills the room's, floor, walls, and ceiling to be covered over in crackling layers of icy frosty energy.* now lets get started. *grabs up the nearest metal object, which happenes to be a decorative figurine statuette humanoid doorstop... and then starts to heat it up with layers of free burning flames dancing over the lower half and base.* you normily beg for this stuff, and attention... in general.
*draws back against the nearest frosted over wall, even though it crackles against his fur like shadowy side, then roars out.* That is only because that is because you're always trying so hard to deny me, and who you really are!
Or so, you like to say! But I have changed, I don't need my past, I barely even need you anymore! *waves the now red hot iron figurine underneath the shadowy lion's muzzle.* You are the worst of me! and I hate everything that you embody!
I am the best of you, your power, your pleasure, your wants! you can't deny me! *starts to grow, trying to over shadow his host's size and become big enough that the little point of flames the living lion is brandishing wouldn't do much to harm himself.*
You sicken me! *jabs the growing shadow beast right in his man bits with the burning base of the statuette, before he can get any bigger... then watches him fall over in pain, readying to fell another blow against his exposed side.* You're no power of mine, you are my weaknesses, my lusts, my down falls! *starts to land scorching blows against the Shadow's fur like side.*
I am you! like it, or not! *the shadowy beast huffs, and then laughs, dispite the burning hits that he's receiving.* Feel my pain, your former pleasure!
Aaa, Damn you! *the littler lion man yowls as he recoils much as if he was hit with something hot to his own side, dropping the iron doorstop from his paw, and watching it fall to hiss as it cools slowly melting a spot into the ice that had formed over the floor of the room.* You think that, that will stop me tonight?
Most likely not totally, though did it make you think, or clear your head any? maybe remind you where you came from, where I came from? what we are to each other? *the Shadow said as his voice when from one of rage to something softer, sweeter, and he ran one of his paws down his own belly and then groaped himself as he stood back up.*
Stop that! don't share that too with me right now! I don't wish to feel it with you or from you tonight! *The lion hissed, and then pulled all of the ice loose from the walls with his will alone, and launched it at the demon, that he shared this hell that he called his life with.* ouch! Fuck, that's cold!
Then stop, just stop hurting yourself, you know that you can't win, that you can't best me... just as I said, I am your best! *the Shadow said now grinning, with each step that he took toward his host, still touching himself as he did so.
I said no! *the smaller man cried out, even as he pulled up a free standing wall of flames between himself and his shadowy demonic past self, and then he ran claws down his own chest and belly feeling the almost burning cold of the ice that he was now willing onto them, chilling both his claws and his skin under his tan fur.* since you're sharing, I know that you can feel this too! suffer with me! don't just feed off my pain! You leach!
Ha ha, did you forget so easily, that your pain has always been my pleasure? *The Shadow laughed, even as he jumped through the flames, barely grunting or being phased by them any, and then caught his host, even as the lion screamed and fell backward as if he'd been shocked to have been put through the flames himself.
let me go, leave me alone, let me die in peace. *the lion panted, even as he weakly tried to push himself free from the shadow's arms.*
Simply, no, I can't do that, you know that. *The Shadow sighed, as he let the lion's pain and ackes from this disagreement pour through their contact into himself and be absorbed as both pleasure and power rather than damage to either of them.* shhh, stop fighting, I balance you, and give you what you need, even when you think that you don't. *the shadow purred as he, touched them both on their most sensitive parts.
oh, damn it, I am done fighting it, whatever.
Good, now lets go play, nicely with our little gifts on each other. *The Shadow purred, as he stood up, holding his host against his chest as he headed to the lion's bedroom.
---
well, yet another, maybe darker, encounter between my sona and my... whatevery Shadow is to me, and to Leo.
I hope that those that follow me, liked this little read too.
Bennyskylar
~bennyskylar
Rather interesting.
Damigur
~zodiacdamien109
Poetic in its own right :)
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