Full of worry and depression --
9 years ago
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My depression seems to be worsening.
I can't get out of bed for long, the only thing I can force myself to do is cook for my husband, I hardly eat much or at all. And my mom just told me that my dad had a fall today.
My dad is- he had surgery a few years back to remove a tumor from his throat, so now he has to eat through a tube and he's diabetic, my mom takes him out to walmart and such to have little outings. When they came home his legs gave out and he couldn't get up.
My mom and little brother had to carry him in, my mom says he's fine, nothing is broken but he can't hold himself up, she told me she might end up taking him to the emergency room. My dad is a stubborn old man but we all love him and more for my mom's sake than anyones I really hope and pray he will be okay.
I'm trying really hard to look for something positive to hold onto, everything lately is just- so terrible.
I feel awful for feeling so depressed and unmotivated.
I just want everything to be okay again but that sounds so selfish. I need to push through it.
-- Tsu
I can't get out of bed for long, the only thing I can force myself to do is cook for my husband, I hardly eat much or at all. And my mom just told me that my dad had a fall today.
My dad is- he had surgery a few years back to remove a tumor from his throat, so now he has to eat through a tube and he's diabetic, my mom takes him out to walmart and such to have little outings. When they came home his legs gave out and he couldn't get up.
My mom and little brother had to carry him in, my mom says he's fine, nothing is broken but he can't hold himself up, she told me she might end up taking him to the emergency room. My dad is a stubborn old man but we all love him and more for my mom's sake than anyones I really hope and pray he will be okay.
I'm trying really hard to look for something positive to hold onto, everything lately is just- so terrible.
I feel awful for feeling so depressed and unmotivated.
I just want everything to be okay again but that sounds so selfish. I need to push through it.
-- Tsu
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So how about I take all that bad of yours and let you have all the good? *nuzzles* You know me, I hate seeing you sad, Juju. But I'm here, no matter what.