Last one for the night
8 years ago
TL;DR Version:
I won't submit, fav, follow or receive notes on FurAffinity anymore.
Please contact me in other ways.
I may lurk due to linking.
All new art, commissions and gifts will be posted on other sites, mainly InkBunny.
I LOVE YOU, GRAEDIUS~ <3
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3 years have gone and what I said in my last journal "State of afFAirs" still rings true. Status quo has prevailed over the furry economy: still being in bondage to Furaffinity due to the "Popufurs". However, so many things have changed over the last three years in my personal life, for the better I am glad to report! Renewed health, a new career and a new philosophy of life.
Two fortunate events have allowed me to have clarity, insight, on what to do with this page. For one, the password hacking and subsequent mandatory password reset gave me the much needed push to lock myself out of my accounts... and it was good! Int resulted in less stress from my daily incursions at this hot code mess that is this web 1.0 page. The only inconvenience was that people seems to link you porn on FA by default, hahah~!
But second, and most importantly, during the last months of December and January I finally met up with a really special person, after a bit more than 6 years of knowing each other online... After being the most faithful moral support to each other. It couldn't have come at a better time, given the deplorable state the world is, two and a half minutes before midnight, that we got a chance to give love a chance, despite all the cultural differences. My will to live has never been so fierce because of that thin hope of seeing him again.
It was at his house that I finally gave up on my silly stubbornness that has deprived me of certain things, furry porn chiefly (>:3), without giving up my values and principles. In fact, quite on the opposite, my "values and principles", pride, pale and vanish in comparison to the love I have for this man that now I gleefully call my boyfriend. I have rediscovered my equilibrium~
I have come to keep my side of the bargain, make one last change to my profile and leave here, in this forgotten web page, the Official Proof of Furry Mateship on FurAffinity™ I hope and dream that it will stay here forever, or at least as long as we live and remember, a blink in the cosmos but as precious as the heart I drew in the fogged window of your mom's car. May it stay as another ephemeral proof of the brief eternity we lived together this last month, when you welcomed me as part of your family.
Now, finally and from here on, I won't add to FurAffinity's artistic scene in any meaningful way for the reasons I exposed in the journal that I wrote 3 years ago; I can't support what I think is an IT disservice. That's my simple opinion. On the other hand I will add to the furry fandom and its culture, until I die of old I'm guessing and hoping. If you search for me you will find me~ <3
Final words on FA? "Love each other. Take care of each other because the love of many has grown cold."
I won't submit, fav, follow or receive notes on FurAffinity anymore.
Please contact me in other ways.
I may lurk due to linking.
All new art, commissions and gifts will be posted on other sites, mainly InkBunny.
I LOVE YOU, GRAEDIUS~ <3
----
3 years have gone and what I said in my last journal "State of afFAirs" still rings true. Status quo has prevailed over the furry economy: still being in bondage to Furaffinity due to the "Popufurs". However, so many things have changed over the last three years in my personal life, for the better I am glad to report! Renewed health, a new career and a new philosophy of life.
Two fortunate events have allowed me to have clarity, insight, on what to do with this page. For one, the password hacking and subsequent mandatory password reset gave me the much needed push to lock myself out of my accounts... and it was good! Int resulted in less stress from my daily incursions at this hot code mess that is this web 1.0 page. The only inconvenience was that people seems to link you porn on FA by default, hahah~!
But second, and most importantly, during the last months of December and January I finally met up with a really special person, after a bit more than 6 years of knowing each other online... After being the most faithful moral support to each other. It couldn't have come at a better time, given the deplorable state the world is, two and a half minutes before midnight, that we got a chance to give love a chance, despite all the cultural differences. My will to live has never been so fierce because of that thin hope of seeing him again.
It was at his house that I finally gave up on my silly stubbornness that has deprived me of certain things, furry porn chiefly (>:3), without giving up my values and principles. In fact, quite on the opposite, my "values and principles", pride, pale and vanish in comparison to the love I have for this man that now I gleefully call my boyfriend. I have rediscovered my equilibrium~
I have come to keep my side of the bargain, make one last change to my profile and leave here, in this forgotten web page, the Official Proof of Furry Mateship on FurAffinity™ I hope and dream that it will stay here forever, or at least as long as we live and remember, a blink in the cosmos but as precious as the heart I drew in the fogged window of your mom's car. May it stay as another ephemeral proof of the brief eternity we lived together this last month, when you welcomed me as part of your family.
Now, finally and from here on, I won't add to FurAffinity's artistic scene in any meaningful way for the reasons I exposed in the journal that I wrote 3 years ago; I can't support what I think is an IT disservice. That's my simple opinion. On the other hand I will add to the furry fandom and its culture, until I die of old I'm guessing and hoping. If you search for me you will find me~ <3
Final words on FA? "Love each other. Take care of each other because the love of many has grown cold."