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"I live! I live!" aka "Who the hell was this 'Quty' again?"
9 years ago
Hi! Yes, hi, yes.
I still live.
Suprisingly, I did all the time! :O
So: Why the hell didn't I say anything really for OVER A FUCKING YEAR? D:
Well... Long story short: I didn't feel like it.
*gasp* "WHAT?" I hear you say.
Yes yes, I know, the short version sounds kinda dickish.
... so I'm gonna elaborate.
Later. Down there. First I gotta ask somthing less boring:
Alright, guys and gals,
Aside from the few commissions that have stacked up over the last months still somehow, I have something else to wiggle into your faces and ask, what you think about it:
I found this...uhm... ah well, technically it's an eroge (Japanse pr0n game), that is called 'Honey Select'.
That's what it technically is, but what I mostly use it for now, is to, at first, create characters...
It has one of the most intricate and detailed character makers that I have ever seen.
Like... you have around 8 variables for boobs alone. Even two, for something as unimportant as the neck or ankles, which I didn't expected to even have a single option for.
Sadly no setting for hand sizes, which makes small chars have those weird shovel-like hands.
BUT I digress. What I use those chars for next, is pose them in the studio that is included in the game.
And this is where the fun starts:
As detailed as the char maker is, it still looks like a joke, compared to what you can do in the studio. It's ridiculous.
Here are some examples of what I did with that.
Let's see if you recognise some of the chars.
There are some old ones, that I recreated and some newly designed ones, that I'm pretty proud of.
My proudest creation gotta be my lil Milliwib.
So, the question is:
WOULD YOU BE INTERESTED IN SEEING SOME MORE THINGS I MADE WITH THAT?
(Would those even be allowed here on FA? With the chars being mostly human-ish/human-ised and shit?)
And now: Why the hell I have been gone for so long.
[THE BORING PART STARTS HERE.]
At the end of the year before the last, Tofu and her mom (with which I stayed, after I moved in with her to be closer to Uni) decided, that I was too expensive.
No no, not out of some kind of heartlessness! I was just the laziest dick there is, without contributing anything financially.
Nobody would drag along such a burden for long and so, they told me, to find a place of my own.
The kinda ultimate end date was new years.
Being the lazy twat that I was and with apartments in our area here being really high demand, I naturally didn't have anything by that time.
"Luckily" my grandpa had to move to a retirement home, due to health issues around the same time.
With my dad being as paranoid as he is, he assumed, that my grandpas empty home would be robbed, if it would stay uninhabited for too long.
... so, I took that opportunity and moved in there for the time being.
But, since there was no internet there at all, I kinda... pissed around for three months, without any progress.
At some point, my dad got kinda pissed, because he felt taken advantage of (he kinda paid for everything), because he just saw me staying there and started to fear, that I just might never change anything about that.
I felt kinda insulted by that, at that point.
By that time, I really wanted to find some place of my own, but how should I do that, without any internet access?
So, some day, he kicked me out.
We got into really bad arguments at that point. REALLY BAD.
"We nearly never talked to each other again"-kinda bad.
After that, I kinda... flip flopped back and forth between my sisters place and Tofu's, looking for apartments on the side.
And then, out of some miraculous freak accident, Tofu's mum found something.
An apartment, that costed about half as much as apartment around here usually cost.
Already fully furnished (which is by no means a given) and at a really amazing location.
And in another freak accident of luck, I actually got that one.
I still didn't find out why it is so cheap. There's literally no issue here, except that the lady living here previously, leaving a really nasty smell.
But that resolved itself, after keeping the windows open for a week and spraying some nicer smells into the air from time to time.
Gotta say: Having a place of your own sure has its advantages.
But also its downsides.
You know: I grew up with 4 sisters and a stepbrother plus father, mother, stepfather, stepmother... you get the idea. Big family.
While I prefer to be on my own, I'm still kinda used to having people around me.
If I really wanted to see someone, I just had to leave my room, walk two steps down the hallway, knock on a door and talk to someone.
When moving out the very first time, I initially moved in with Tofu.
So, I'm kinda used to have people around me. Being completely alone here... feels kinda lonesome from time to time.
Luckily Tofu comes over whenever it works out for us, but that still is only once every two weeks at absolute most.
(Even rarer, now that she started her apprenticeship and lives on the campus of her school)
Ah well, I'll get used to it.
But, that's where we hit the reason, why I went poof for so long: Working all day and having to take care of a place of my own, kinda... leaves me not wanting to deal with this kinda stuff here, too much? Is that a good way to put it?
You see: I'm really bad with people. When I see that I got a note, you can bet your ass, that in 89% of all cases, I'll wait at least an hour or so, staring at it and ... dunno... it's kinda hard.
And that is, when I actually DO have the time. Now that I'm busy most parts of the day, I'd get even less stuff done on FA.
So I kinda... stopped logging in for a while... and then completely forgot about FA for a time... kinda.
And yeah, that's where we are now.
[BORING PART OVER.]
Anyways:
Hope you have an amazing day. And I really hope, I can keep the activity on here up, this time around.
