Incoming Account Change (Likely)
8 years ago
Welcome to my journal! Feel free to stay awhile!
Some will read that curiously, a few will read that with a sigh, (And yes, Mr. Sergal, I'm referring to you with the Sigh bit)
It has been a few years since I joined this site originally, and I have learned alot and progressed artistically quite a bit. I also have seperated things into two accounts based on some abject idea that people wouldn't be ok with watching both my risque things and my universe themed things (Especially being I post quite alot of refs)
So what changed? Not much, I just came to the realization that it should not matter who watches me. The very fact I care so much about it, especially being that I do not sell art, is the reason why posting here and doing art at all stresses me out. I often dread opening up SAI or looking at my submission list just because I tend to feel negative about the experience, I look at better artists or artists and buyers with more friends and get disheartened, creating a silly vicious cycle that leads to me being negative too.
So, likely soon, i will take down both of these accounts and move the whole enchilada to a single account with a name not linked to my characters but rather to my steam name. No obligation to play one character that way, no "Why is his icon not a bunny but his name is.." and yada with that.
I apologize to the few watchers who have really stuck around despite the fact ive bumbled through this community with all the grace of a runaway freight train, slowly getting better at art every now and then.
On my new account, I will not be posting ref after ref, those will be stored with me and shown when needed, those were more notes for me than things everyone needed to read all the time. I will post only art peices and concepts that are "Worth" Posting so as not to flood people with a sea of silly refs or badly drawn concepts.
I do appreciate all input, and I appreciate all of you. Every watcher I have, every one ive ever gotten was a day when i smiled and felt a little warmer, a little more confident in my ability. Whether or not you choose to follow, you have my innermost thanks.
Thank you all! I will post the new account name once ive moved
It has been a few years since I joined this site originally, and I have learned alot and progressed artistically quite a bit. I also have seperated things into two accounts based on some abject idea that people wouldn't be ok with watching both my risque things and my universe themed things (Especially being I post quite alot of refs)
So what changed? Not much, I just came to the realization that it should not matter who watches me. The very fact I care so much about it, especially being that I do not sell art, is the reason why posting here and doing art at all stresses me out. I often dread opening up SAI or looking at my submission list just because I tend to feel negative about the experience, I look at better artists or artists and buyers with more friends and get disheartened, creating a silly vicious cycle that leads to me being negative too.
So, likely soon, i will take down both of these accounts and move the whole enchilada to a single account with a name not linked to my characters but rather to my steam name. No obligation to play one character that way, no "Why is his icon not a bunny but his name is.." and yada with that.
I apologize to the few watchers who have really stuck around despite the fact ive bumbled through this community with all the grace of a runaway freight train, slowly getting better at art every now and then.
On my new account, I will not be posting ref after ref, those will be stored with me and shown when needed, those were more notes for me than things everyone needed to read all the time. I will post only art peices and concepts that are "Worth" Posting so as not to flood people with a sea of silly refs or badly drawn concepts.
I do appreciate all input, and I appreciate all of you. Every watcher I have, every one ive ever gotten was a day when i smiled and felt a little warmer, a little more confident in my ability. Whether or not you choose to follow, you have my innermost thanks.
Thank you all! I will post the new account name once ive moved