Serious Journal
9 years ago
Who here cares about me?
I mean, legitimately, actually, seriously care about who I am? Lately I feel like I'm just nothing to anyone, just another name on the screen. I watch some of you and I see how you treat your other friends. I don't feel special to anyone when they treat others the same way, kinda makes me question what others think of me. Am I really you best friend when you just went and posted a pic/journal talking about your best friend, when that post is about someone else? I dont know. I question a lot of peoples loyalties and words. I watch. I can see that some of you treat everyone the same.
Am I just another screen name? I feel somehow the answer is yes.
I guarantee not one person here truely knows a single thing about the real me.
I just want to feel genuine...
I mean, legitimately, actually, seriously care about who I am? Lately I feel like I'm just nothing to anyone, just another name on the screen. I watch some of you and I see how you treat your other friends. I don't feel special to anyone when they treat others the same way, kinda makes me question what others think of me. Am I really you best friend when you just went and posted a pic/journal talking about your best friend, when that post is about someone else? I dont know. I question a lot of peoples loyalties and words. I watch. I can see that some of you treat everyone the same.
Am I just another screen name? I feel somehow the answer is yes.
I guarantee not one person here truely knows a single thing about the real me.
I just want to feel genuine...
FA+

Sorry for this long read, but I hope this offers some help.
This though "Am I really you best friend when you just went and posted a pic/journal talking about your best friend, when that post is about someone else?"
This does have me worried about something else. I can't put my finger on it.. But, if you want to talk more, feel free to reply or note me if you need to talk. I wish you and the rest of the world for well being.