hey so i recently opened up 5 requests slots (with only 1 left wow), and thats giving me a bit of anxiety but its nothing too extreme.
its giving me anxiety because i feel like i need to rush or else whoever requested something will be upset at me
so im gonna list two major reasons to why it may take a while to finish your request before i fuck up:
1. depression
the fan favorite depression because thats seriously something that messes me up a lot. i can waste hours asleep because of depression, i can lose complete motivation to finish pictures because of depression, i can get suicidal and have mental breakdowns because of depression..... so thats a huge factor to why it may take a while. being mentally ill isnt fun
2. bad memory
my memory is terrible. im talking near dory-level here. sometimes i can remember stuff but most of the time it seems like i wiped out my entire memory. seriously sometimes if you tell me something ill immediatly forget it. like literally seconds after..............
if you think its taking too long to receive your request PLEASE DO REMIND ME!!! i swear ill immediatly rush to try and finish your picture
i hope youre patient enough to deal with my dumbness :,)