A confession
9 years ago
General
Hello people.
As you might've noticed recently, my number of uploads has decreased significately in the last few months. I might have some outer reasons to blame, such as lack of time, real life duties and needs and all the like. The real reason, however, is more personal and somehow a bit sadder than this.
I'm not saying I'm gonna quit from drawing bondage. Not at all. That'd be like ripping a part of me out.
The thing is... I don't even know what to focus on anymore.
Commissions are helpful to keep my financial situation a little better, but in the end I don't feel like they belong to me. I don't feel like I put all my heart and guts to it. On the other hand, I just feel like my art can't expand, like I'll be doomed to be known by just a little few, and I can't do anything to feed the interest on folks about the stuff I can create.
I'm not blaming any of you, by all means. The only one here to blame is myself and my incompetence to promote my own work. I don't even know what to do or what to focus on, except for a few personal projects I'm doing and I prefer to keep as a secret for now. I'm really considering to stop accepting commissions for a while until I get my ideas clear.
I just don't know what to do. I hate this feeling, and I hate to feel like all my previous work has been a total waste of time and effort. I hate to feel this useless, this unprofessional, this... You name it.
For now I can't promise any future updates. I'm sorry, but this is what it is.
Sorry to dissappoint all of you.
Take care.
As you might've noticed recently, my number of uploads has decreased significately in the last few months. I might have some outer reasons to blame, such as lack of time, real life duties and needs and all the like. The real reason, however, is more personal and somehow a bit sadder than this.
I'm not saying I'm gonna quit from drawing bondage. Not at all. That'd be like ripping a part of me out.
The thing is... I don't even know what to focus on anymore.
Commissions are helpful to keep my financial situation a little better, but in the end I don't feel like they belong to me. I don't feel like I put all my heart and guts to it. On the other hand, I just feel like my art can't expand, like I'll be doomed to be known by just a little few, and I can't do anything to feed the interest on folks about the stuff I can create.
I'm not blaming any of you, by all means. The only one here to blame is myself and my incompetence to promote my own work. I don't even know what to do or what to focus on, except for a few personal projects I'm doing and I prefer to keep as a secret for now. I'm really considering to stop accepting commissions for a while until I get my ideas clear.
I just don't know what to do. I hate this feeling, and I hate to feel like all my previous work has been a total waste of time and effort. I hate to feel this useless, this unprofessional, this... You name it.
For now I can't promise any future updates. I'm sorry, but this is what it is.
Sorry to dissappoint all of you.
Take care.
Kritterfox
~kritterfox
I've closed commissions cuz I just got tired of not being able to draw for myself.
crosis278
~crosis278
Wish that I could provide some solid advice or just a clear direction to take. I know you're frustrated and uncertain man, but maybe just try to take it as it comes. If you feel like drawing something, or a little idea pops into your head, just go for it. Don't worry about fully finishing pictures or fleshing anything out too much right now, just sketch anything that comes to mind?
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