I have a lot of shit on my plate currently.

I'm working on bettering myself.

I'd fallen into a pit last month and I have been struggling to regain myself.
I've realized a few people who I thought were good friends, aren't that way anymore. I've started to distance myself.

I want to try and get outta this hole. I'm stuck in it. I feel like shit on the days I'm not hyped about the ship I'm loving.

If I didn't have my friends in the ship chat on Skype, I'd probably be so far gone mentally that I wouldn't bother to get online anymore.
I'm so god damn thankful for them. No one can understand how thankful I am.