stress and emptiness are ugly and wasteful things.
8 years ago
some say I am crazy, and I'd say that they're at least half right.
I am sorry to have begged for attention, as that isn't what anyone wants in a friend or even an acquaintance.
I could go on trying to justify how and why I felt alone, though I won't as that would only be more thought and energy wasted on the same thing, so instead, I hope to grow back into being worthy and mentally sound enough to actually be a good friend or an acquaintance once again to those that will have me as either.
and to everyone that already counts me as either, even when I am not that sound of my emotions, again I thank you so much for helping me simply to keep on going through all of these things that I am dealing with in my life just now.
you each are worth far more than your weight in gold, for how much it helps just to know that you wish me well when you think of me.
I could go on trying to justify how and why I felt alone, though I won't as that would only be more thought and energy wasted on the same thing, so instead, I hope to grow back into being worthy and mentally sound enough to actually be a good friend or an acquaintance once again to those that will have me as either.
and to everyone that already counts me as either, even when I am not that sound of my emotions, again I thank you so much for helping me simply to keep on going through all of these things that I am dealing with in my life just now.
you each are worth far more than your weight in gold, for how much it helps just to know that you wish me well when you think of me.
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