:) you know shit is great when you have to stay in bed listening to all the bs.
So my family is fucked up okay, my dad is an alcoholic, my aunt gets involved with everything, i feeel like i dont belong there. my dadis unwell- he has medicine yay! life should be okay? meds and drinks dont mix :) hes horrible.
i feel like icant do anything, my mum gets the worst of it, " she is just an existance" according to my aunt. man it all fucking sucks, you know, if they didnt have me they wouldnt be together, Like they may aswell say " hey! your the reason our lifes are so shit but its okay you'll get there in the end"

wish i could run from it all really, :') it all sucks

i have a friend who says hes had people like this before and he usually gives up on them, i get hes trying to push me to try help, but i feel so lost as of now,

im not looking for sympathy..just advice mostly, i dont know what i can do...