Hgh
9 years ago
General
the past two days i havent touched my computer bc ive been sleeping/writhing in pain.
it just really sucks to be so broke you cant afford birth control in the one state that its "super affordable" in. like i could potentially toss $25-30 on pills for my cramps but i always consider it a luxury instead of a necessity like food. it fucking sucks.
ive had to deal with this painful shit since i was like 9 or 10. cramps so hard i literally get sick, i get fevers, pass out, throw up. i can only lay in bed miserable and hate myself for not working. heating pads, ibuprofen, ginger, etc just doesn't seem to work much anymore and its so frustrating.
anyways, i made my adopt into an OTA since no one seemed interested in buying her. if no one wants her idk, i guess the design will just be trashed or given to one of my friends.
its like...everyone says they love my character design so much but when i make adopts i get literally no interest. its actually kinda disheartening?? and maybe now's not the time to dwell bc im moody anyways but...idk it just makes me feel bad sometimes. everytime this happens i tell myself to never do it again but i never learn my lesson.
ota is here if anyone wants to offer: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22721401/
hope you guys are having a better week than me.
it just really sucks to be so broke you cant afford birth control in the one state that its "super affordable" in. like i could potentially toss $25-30 on pills for my cramps but i always consider it a luxury instead of a necessity like food. it fucking sucks.
ive had to deal with this painful shit since i was like 9 or 10. cramps so hard i literally get sick, i get fevers, pass out, throw up. i can only lay in bed miserable and hate myself for not working. heating pads, ibuprofen, ginger, etc just doesn't seem to work much anymore and its so frustrating.
anyways, i made my adopt into an OTA since no one seemed interested in buying her. if no one wants her idk, i guess the design will just be trashed or given to one of my friends.
its like...everyone says they love my character design so much but when i make adopts i get literally no interest. its actually kinda disheartening?? and maybe now's not the time to dwell bc im moody anyways but...idk it just makes me feel bad sometimes. everytime this happens i tell myself to never do it again but i never learn my lesson.
ota is here if anyone wants to offer: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22721401/
hope you guys are having a better week than me.
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