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8 years ago
oh hey what's up man
HI. i'm alive. I think. hoo boy.
"where the hell have you been quib!?" i have put off this journal for a while just kind of due to the scope of the question and im sorry ive been so quiet for so long. let me try to summarize without getting too TMI...
started college in Jan! haven't been there since 2013 so its taken a while to adjust. i have zero free time most of the time and when i do, i am usually putting off assignments for the sake of having time to rest and draw my own stuff. currently trying to find a good balance to fit streaming back into my schedule. its hard. but my art is improving as a result of taking graphic design courses...! so that's cool.
had kind of a breakup/relationship thing? without getting into too many details, things are OK but it was a really really (really really) rough period from like... august onwards. things have gotten better. i was in a very bad place there for some time tho. Also this might have been the main reason I put off making this journal, since it was -really- hard to talk about without making a scene or sharing too much or what the heck ever. yall know me. i dont do drama.
had a medication problem for a few months... was on citalopram (an ssri antidepressant) and it just. stopped working, entirely, and made symptoms a lot worse. i didnt know it could do that! but it did. made things that were already crappy about 100% harder to deal with. so it goes.
What does this mean for work owed/stuff lined up??? well... needless to say I am very behind. I'm sorry. I have refunded a few people already, and I have a good amount of folks here and elsewhere who I have not kept great contact with. I should have said something here months ago. Forgive me. I wasn't in the right mental state, and college happening again just compounded the bad timing aspect.
If I owe you work: please send me a note. Some of you I have spoken with recently; if I've talked to you about your commissions in the past, say, week, no note is necessary. Some of the notes I've received recently I will be going back over and responding to. Alternately Just contact me through a messaging platform if we have a point of contact there (telegram, skype, discord, whatever).
I have a few things I've drawn recently that I still haven't posted. Might post a few tonight just to get the ball rolling. Might post schoolwork if anyone is interested in that? it's all pretty boring conceptual stuff with some exception.
If there are any to be had, I'll answer any questions that I can to the best of my ability. Again, I am sorry you guys have waited so long to hear from me and i'm sorry to the people who have waited for commissions from me. I don't want to make excuses for my absence, but I have also had a pretty (subjectively) shitty half-year-or-so. I hope you all understand.
"where the hell have you been quib!?" i have put off this journal for a while just kind of due to the scope of the question and im sorry ive been so quiet for so long. let me try to summarize without getting too TMI...
started college in Jan! haven't been there since 2013 so its taken a while to adjust. i have zero free time most of the time and when i do, i am usually putting off assignments for the sake of having time to rest and draw my own stuff. currently trying to find a good balance to fit streaming back into my schedule. its hard. but my art is improving as a result of taking graphic design courses...! so that's cool.
had kind of a breakup/relationship thing? without getting into too many details, things are OK but it was a really really (really really) rough period from like... august onwards. things have gotten better. i was in a very bad place there for some time tho. Also this might have been the main reason I put off making this journal, since it was -really- hard to talk about without making a scene or sharing too much or what the heck ever. yall know me. i dont do drama.
had a medication problem for a few months... was on citalopram (an ssri antidepressant) and it just. stopped working, entirely, and made symptoms a lot worse. i didnt know it could do that! but it did. made things that were already crappy about 100% harder to deal with. so it goes.
What does this mean for work owed/stuff lined up??? well... needless to say I am very behind. I'm sorry. I have refunded a few people already, and I have a good amount of folks here and elsewhere who I have not kept great contact with. I should have said something here months ago. Forgive me. I wasn't in the right mental state, and college happening again just compounded the bad timing aspect.
If I owe you work: please send me a note. Some of you I have spoken with recently; if I've talked to you about your commissions in the past, say, week, no note is necessary. Some of the notes I've received recently I will be going back over and responding to. Alternately Just contact me through a messaging platform if we have a point of contact there (telegram, skype, discord, whatever).
I have a few things I've drawn recently that I still haven't posted. Might post a few tonight just to get the ball rolling. Might post schoolwork if anyone is interested in that? it's all pretty boring conceptual stuff with some exception.
If there are any to be had, I'll answer any questions that I can to the best of my ability. Again, I am sorry you guys have waited so long to hear from me and i'm sorry to the people who have waited for commissions from me. I don't want to make excuses for my absence, but I have also had a pretty (subjectively) shitty half-year-or-so. I hope you all understand.
and THANK YOU i have been working pretty hard on school stuff and i think it shows a little in my recent posts, hopefully a little bit at least. playing with line weight and stuff like that. gotta improve constantly!!! even when drawing encumbered animal ladies :V
Is there a word for when you're happy to see someone but sad about why you haven't? Because I'm that.
Hope things get better, Quib.
and its alright!!! things are a lot better. DRASTICALLY so. i just don't have a ton of time these days is the main change in my life lol. hence why im making a journal now instead of four months ago when i was rolling around in a ball going 'weeh'
A: ALL OF THEM. :X