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all the stuff regarding finding a new sona..
8 years ago
it's hard to find a new sona, let me tell you that guys..
and in regards with Fairlyn and everything..
I am not giving up on her, she'll stick around as my character.
and as to why I don't use her as a sona or just changes her into a sona.
- Fairlyn identifies as female. I've been seeing it happen obvet rhe last year, possibly more, and tried to ignore/roll with it, but I finally had to realize me and her, we weren't seeing eye to eye in who we were/are..
- there's a lot of emtional baggage with her.. at least one broken relationship. (might have been two or three, really not sure.. one of them lasted close to two years where Ihad realized about 6 months in it was a mistake, but I was weak and didn't want to deal with the fallout of a breakup.. the other two.. I'm atill not sure if they were relationships or not, bet I could have many long arguments about that, if we still spoke with eachother.)
- Fairlyn likes being a playful, a tease, showing off while not leading anywhere.. Like flirting and showing off just because she want to get complimented.
and some people just think to think that I show up as a female is a signal that they're going to get lucky and getting laid.. and then when Fairlyn start flirting too..
it has lead to almost getting he raped twice, sadly.. at the point where I had to get up and just leave the pc for a few hours because I didn't want to see the flashing messenger notice.
and one instance of playing.. I thought we were playing tag/racing eachother and I had Fair trip over a branch.. and then, out of the blue, for me at least, my RP partner just start mounting her..
- the times when I was playing as her I was just.. well, acting slightly more subdued and subbish than I really wanted to.. she/I didn't have the mental strangth to say no..
- we we've been together so long as she just started rubbing off of me.. and it got bad enough at times that it made me idly ponder if I was trans.. (that's the big reason I decided I needed a new sona.)
TL:DR.
I like playing a female character, and my sona now identifies as female.
but too many bad experiences soured playing females for me.
and on sonas:
there's the feral ninetales form my pokemon TF series..
I like him, he's dominant and fin to play as.
the bad:
it's a pokemon, and I'm not sure I ewant a pokemon as my 'main' sona
he's goign to turn everyone inot pokemon, one way or another.. (not bad, per se. I just doubrt darkie is goign to appreciate gettig turned into a Zorua, or a Ninetales.)
doesn't feel 'right' to me.
that and I just can't see how he'd fit into the clan without needing to rebuild it from scratch, which I am hesitant to do..
a wolf:
anthro, bigger and stronger, proud and loyal.
based on my brave new world storyline I never got off the ground.
Comes with an already started background and universe..
very suitable to the 'protector' role I usually do like.
the bad:
already got his own litthe group (I won't call it a clan, because it's more of an adventuring party.)
feels like the kind of guy that would take one partner, if even that or might just decide to stay friends for duty/honor.
doesn't feel like her has much interest in vore.
and an alternate for the wolf.
A sci fi world..
think shadowrun/bladerunner/Dystopian sci fi world with lots of neon signs.
would be with me as the wolf and Fairlyn as my roomie. witht he usual trouble..
the bad:
have to restart EVERYTHING. have to figure out where the different girls fit in and all that.. a whole load of work is goign to be in there..
I was running with it for a while.. but I don't think I really realized just how much work it is..
the symbiote thing: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22773698/
very unique. Don't think I've seen anyone with a character, much less a sona, like that.
lack of fur/fat leads to rapid cooldown when outside the host.
the bad:
no idea how to interact with anyone like that..
woke up this morning and it just felt.. It just felt wrong..
those are the ones that just comes to mind at the moment..
I'm sure there are other things too..
I'll rewrite/update as I remember it.
and in regards with Fairlyn and everything..
I am not giving up on her, she'll stick around as my character.
and as to why I don't use her as a sona or just changes her into a sona.
- Fairlyn identifies as female. I've been seeing it happen obvet rhe last year, possibly more, and tried to ignore/roll with it, but I finally had to realize me and her, we weren't seeing eye to eye in who we were/are..
- there's a lot of emtional baggage with her.. at least one broken relationship. (might have been two or three, really not sure.. one of them lasted close to two years where Ihad realized about 6 months in it was a mistake, but I was weak and didn't want to deal with the fallout of a breakup.. the other two.. I'm atill not sure if they were relationships or not, bet I could have many long arguments about that, if we still spoke with eachother.)
- Fairlyn likes being a playful, a tease, showing off while not leading anywhere.. Like flirting and showing off just because she want to get complimented.
and some people just think to think that I show up as a female is a signal that they're going to get lucky and getting laid.. and then when Fairlyn start flirting too..
it has lead to almost getting he raped twice, sadly.. at the point where I had to get up and just leave the pc for a few hours because I didn't want to see the flashing messenger notice.
and one instance of playing.. I thought we were playing tag/racing eachother and I had Fair trip over a branch.. and then, out of the blue, for me at least, my RP partner just start mounting her..
- the times when I was playing as her I was just.. well, acting slightly more subdued and subbish than I really wanted to.. she/I didn't have the mental strangth to say no..
- we we've been together so long as she just started rubbing off of me.. and it got bad enough at times that it made me idly ponder if I was trans.. (that's the big reason I decided I needed a new sona.)
TL:DR.
I like playing a female character, and my sona now identifies as female.
but too many bad experiences soured playing females for me.
and on sonas:
there's the feral ninetales form my pokemon TF series..
I like him, he's dominant and fin to play as.
the bad:
it's a pokemon, and I'm not sure I ewant a pokemon as my 'main' sona
he's goign to turn everyone inot pokemon, one way or another.. (not bad, per se. I just doubrt darkie is goign to appreciate gettig turned into a Zorua, or a Ninetales.)
doesn't feel 'right' to me.
that and I just can't see how he'd fit into the clan without needing to rebuild it from scratch, which I am hesitant to do..
a wolf:
anthro, bigger and stronger, proud and loyal.
based on my brave new world storyline I never got off the ground.
Comes with an already started background and universe..
very suitable to the 'protector' role I usually do like.
the bad:
already got his own litthe group (I won't call it a clan, because it's more of an adventuring party.)
feels like the kind of guy that would take one partner, if even that or might just decide to stay friends for duty/honor.
doesn't feel like her has much interest in vore.
and an alternate for the wolf.
A sci fi world..
think shadowrun/bladerunner/Dystopian sci fi world with lots of neon signs.
would be with me as the wolf and Fairlyn as my roomie. witht he usual trouble..
the bad:
have to restart EVERYTHING. have to figure out where the different girls fit in and all that.. a whole load of work is goign to be in there..
I was running with it for a while.. but I don't think I really realized just how much work it is..
the symbiote thing: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22773698/
very unique. Don't think I've seen anyone with a character, much less a sona, like that.
lack of fur/fat leads to rapid cooldown when outside the host.
the bad:
no idea how to interact with anyone like that..
woke up this morning and it just felt.. It just felt wrong..
those are the ones that just comes to mind at the moment..
I'm sure there are other things too..
I'll rewrite/update as I remember it.
Thinking of a sona, no less a new one, I do agree that is hard. But, I may have a suggestion for that. Try making a list of your favorite animals, and perhaps animals native to your country. If any in the list stand out, try writing a short, description of what they maybe like as your sona. Don't jump on the idea right away, but just write it out. Then try looking at the list a few days later, see which sticks. Try with it, and see if you go 'This is what I want'
I know setting could be a bit of a pain, so perhaps try and work that into a description or two? You know sort of a multiple choice thing for each animal/sona you picked.
And I seen people have both a fursona and a pokesona... that maybe a bit of a pain when it comes to writing, but it does keep the doors open for you.
As said, all just a suggestion. Hope it does help you out, even just a tiny bit.
Good luck my friend
and Fair's not going anywhere. granted so far it's really confusing both me and her when one of the girls calls out 'hey fair!' but hey, progress.
sure, I'll try your idea..
and findina a sona is really hard, I find..
I mean hell.. I got Fair because I went 'I like foxes' and then a while later 'I prefer winter.. he should be an arctic type'
you mean like?
wolf
fantasy: adventurer and protector. puts the safety of those around him as the most important thing.
sci fi: warm and protective.
gathers thoise around him and protects them as a bulvark against a cold and uncaring world
and a pokesona..
well.. I did have fun writing myself as a pokemon..
and I did have fun thinking of myself as a pokemon earlier, and turning Darkie inot a ninetales too, just with black fur..
for that hour a ninetales felt fititng, but now.. I think I am just mentally goign through nd trying out different things until one sticks..
and thanks. I dpo appreciate the ideas and brainstorm.
Yeah, that's what I mean. I know may not be that much, but atleast it would help you develop a bit more, get a general idea for a sona and setting. Admittly, after I typed the first comment, I forgot about the girls of the clan's reaction.
Which is nothing wrong there, remember 'Rome wasn't built in a day'
And not a problem.
thankies. I had a good long think and I think I am closing in on something.. I'm trying to write it out, but just so you know.. I may have a new idea..
we'll see what happens..
yup, I know as much.
it takes time and I got time.
thanks again.
and I thought I had one, but no..
not at the moment at least..
I'll have to keep trying different things I think.
the few there are, but still.. I am thankful.
at least you listen and respond. that I do like.
you let me know you care.
Well, if it makes you feel better, if and when you do decide, perhaps I can try drawing it out for you? Just a little thought to wonder about, should you want some help with a character. :3
(Hopefully I can get back into my digital art habits again before too long XD )
I keep switching between different things.
right now it's a feral fox..
switched yesterday..