i'm still working on those commissions. it's NEVER taken me this long to do them before. things keep coming up, I keep being worried about my living situation, i was retraumatized at least twice. My partner and I have been to the ER two times this WEEK. We just euthanized one of my little rat babies, got into a small car accident.

there has been so much stuff. it won't stop. it won't quiet down. nothing is going my way. i've started needing to mooch some xanax off of my partner's stash because i just can't handle the stress and anxiety lately

there's been so much